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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Shona did not understand why her mother was talking like a jealous wife. Uncle Aziz was free to marry whoever he wanted, although now that he was in his late fifties, most of Dhaka society would have no longer expected it. People joked that he was married to his farms, and to his family. She was about to say something calming to her mother, when she noticed the photo of her mother on the dresser. It was taken maybe ten years ago at a charity event in Dhaka, and her mother looked radiant and beautiful, and very happy. She had seen the photo many times before, but had never registered who her mother was dancing with, as his back was to the camera and the face couldn’t quite be seen. Of course, it was Uncle Aziz; her father never danced, and would certainly not have gone willingly to one of those events during his flying visits back, even if Henna had deigned to ask him. Realization finally dawned on her, as she remembered the unkind, unfounded words of gossips all those years ago, and she sat down heavily on the divan.

‘Uncle Aziz?’ she asked. ‘All this time, you and Uncle Aziz? Here in this house?’

Henna looked pitifully at Shona. ‘Oh, for God’s sake, don’t be so naive, child,’ she spat impatiently. ‘Did you think I would sit here like a grieving widow while your father played with his Air Miles? Playing the English gentleman over in the UK, playing house with some insipid, weak-chinned, crooked-toothed Lady Limey?’

Shona had to admit that she was indeed, a stupid, stupid girl. ‘You knew? About Papa and Verity? You know?’ Everyone, it seemed, knew about the family skeletons, secrets and hidden liaisons apart from her. She struggled to find a firm place for her confused thoughts to settle. ‘So Papa knew about you, too? He must have.’

Henna looked impatiently at Shona. ‘Arré, what did I do to have such a slow daughter!’ she muttered, practically rolling her eyes. ‘If your darling father knew, do you think he would be flying back here with such guilty regularity, do you think he would be keeping up appearances over here with such efficiency, do you think he would be sending back such a big chunk of his salary to us every month? Of course your father does not know; he suspects, as he has suspected us for years because of the bloody gossiping servants, like your precious Osama, but he was too guilty himself to ever confront us. If your father found out, I would have had to divorce him and marry Aziz; and I would have lost my position in society here with the scandal.’