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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Sharif could hear his mother talking, but it sounded like she was underwater; he could see her and his father’s relieved faces, overhanging him like twin moons swimming over the clouds of his sheets. Amma-Abbu-Amma; the push-me-pull-you of his childhood, but this time they were facing the same direction. This time, for the first time, he was lying in the bed between them. He heard a soft pattering, the step of someone running so lightly it was like dancing. The white curtains around his bed were pushed back with a decisive gesture, and there, standing at the foot of his bed, was an angel in a sky-blue dress, a radiant halo of lustrous hair around her head, and a hand stretched out to him, in forgiveness, and understanding. ‘You saw the girl who’d make your dreams come true,’ he thought, his own weak hand stretching out to meet hers.

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The Mother and Child Reunion

IN THE EARLY hours of the morning, the phone began ringing in Shona’s Clapham flat. She swore to herself, and put her head under her pillow to drown out the din. ‘Shona, are you there?’ the familiar, insistent voice of her mother called out. ’Arré, so pick up!’ She began the sing-song chant that grated on Shona more than nails across an old-fashioned blackboard: Tick up, pick up, pick up … Pick up! pick up!!’ Shona groaned, and reaching across to the bedside table, obeyed.

‘Ouf, Amma, please stop calling at this time. You know it’s three in the morning here. Why can’t you wait like a normal person?’

‘Teh, always so slow, Shona,’ her mother said, before adding coyly, and rather bitchily, ‘Why so slow? Do you have company?’

’Why are you calling, Amma?’

‘Why do you think I’m calling, you stupid girl. It’s your uncle’s wedding next week. When are you bringing your father back to Dhaka?’

‘I didn’t know the wedding was next week,’ said Shona, surprised. ‘I guess I haven’t been invited.’

Henna sighed. Why was she cursed with a daughter as slow as her father? ‘Of course you haven’t been invited, dear. I don’t want to offend you, but adulterous little harlots who leave their Pakistani husbands and then shout about it to the world don’t get invited to respectable people’s weddings. If you had half a brain in your head, you’d have done whatever you wanted, but just kept quiet about it. People don’t mind other people misbehaving, they just prefer not to know about it. Do you remember, when you were little, Shona? For New Year’s Eve we always went to the respectable parties that didn’t serve alcohol, but that didn’t mean we didn’t drink, we just brought our own in secretly and spiked our punch.’ Henna giggled slyly at the memory of tiny little whisky bottles tied to the underside of her arms beneath her voluminous long-sleeved shalwars.