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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

At the door, in the long dark hallway, Shona and Henna faced each other silently. Shona looked pleadingly at her mother: Please speak to me, please explain it all, please don’t make me have to drag it all out of you, don’t let it all be unsaid again and again. Henna took a deep breath, and then smiled brightly as she skitted off girlishly to her quarters. ‘I’ve got a visit to make before dinner,’ she said cheerfully, over her shoulder.

Shona caught up with her, keeping ruthlessly in step with her. ‘Amma, we need to talk, now.’ Henna kept walking, trying to shake her off by looking straight ahead and ignoring her, as she had so often when Shona was a tottering infant trailing persistently after her pretty mamma.

‘Besides, you must be very tired, Shona,’ added Henna, as she reached her door. ‘I’ll be back for dinner.5 She went to shut the door smilingly in Shona’s face, but Shona wedged her foot in the heavy door. She was fortunately still wearing her heavy airport loafers rather than sandals better suited to the climate. I can’t believe she’s making me do this, Shona thought to herself, as she found herself forced to fight with the door in a manner that was hardly dignified. She managed to push the door back open, and stood purposefully with her back against it.

‘Mamma,’ she said pleadingly. ‘We must talk. We really must.5

Henna, having lost the battle of the door, was already at her dressing table smoothing out her glossy hair with an expensive bristle brush. ‘What about, dear?5 she said artlessly. ‘Are you and the Pakistani having problems? Is that why he didn’t come with you?5

Shona wasn’t going to be thrown so easily this time. ‘Amma, you know that Parvez is working. Why aren’t Uncle Aziz and Ammie here? Why have the old chauffeur and Osama left? You’ve fallen out over this wedding, haven’t you?’