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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

The second disagreement that Ricky and Verity had was also about names. This time it was about the name of their child - a wonderful long-limbed little girl with pale, creamy skin and lustrous chestnut hair. Ricky, predictably, wanted to name her Verity, but this time Verity put her foot down with a new confidence that motherhood had imposed, and quashed the argument before it could begin. ‘Really, darling. Nothing could be sillier. Neither of us will know who you’re talking to when you call us. And Verity doesn’t have a nice short version. Everyone called me Veetie for years; they’re still doing it now. You don’t want to wish that on our child, do you?’

Ricky thought of Verity’s unprepossessing parents bellowing ‘Veetie’ at his little girl, as though her fate would already be sealed to emulate the unhappy early adulthood of her mother and, shuddering at the idea, capitulated. ‘No, I wouldn’t, darling. You’re right, as always.’ He paused a moment. He had another suggestion that had come from seeing Verity’s French books while they were being unpacked in their new home counties house near his Slough office. A slim volume by Voltaire had caught his attention and given him an idea. ‘Had you ever thought about Candida? Like Candide, only for a girl. I think it’s a lovely name - it means truthful, honest, sincere, forth-right. Lots of good things, a bit like Verity, only different.’

‘Candida …’ mused Verity, trying it out. ‘Candida, Candy, Dida, Didi …’ Holding their little daughter in her arms, she spoke softly to her, ‘Candida? Are you a Candida, little one?’ She looked up at Ricky. ‘I think it’s a lovely name, darling. And it shortens so nicely, doesn’t it? Who could ever be cruel to a little girl called Candy or Didi?’

Ricky took Verity’s face between his hands, looking at her wide-open blue eyes and the faint blush on her cheek. He kissed her carefully on her forehead, on the bridge of her nose and on her thin, soft lips. ‘I don’t think we’ll need to abbreviate. No one will ever be cruel to our little girl,’ he promised Verity.

He wasn’t to know that, in twenty years or so, their little girl would meet a notorious heartbreaker, the lead singer of a band with a cult following, who paid his rent by occasionally waiting tables in his father’s restaurant.

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The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan