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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Embarrassed at such a display of extraordinary affection, Henna patted Shona’s back tentatively. ‘Teh, you’ll injure yourself diving around like that,’ she said. ‘Jau, Shona, go make your old mother some more tea.’ When Shona went to the kitchen, Henna took out her compact and checked that her daughter’s embrace hadn’t shifted her exquisitely applied maquillage. Motherhood wasn’t really a role she had willingly chosen, she acknowledged to herself, satisfied that her lipstick was in place and her eyeshadow remained smoky and elegant; she had only been a starry-eyed teenager when Shona was born, barely more than a child herself. Motherhood had been expedient, that was all; it was her get-out-of-school-free card. But perhaps now she had reached her sixties, now she was almost a grown-up, perhaps she could choose to be a mother, and a glamorous grandmother, too. After all, Omar and Sharif were adults now, and quite interesting young men, too; they didn’t bore her like Shona had when she was a teenager. Maybe she might even like the baby when it came along - the benefit of being a grandmother was that you could coo and spoil but not have any of the tiresome responsibility that went with parenting, and when you’d had enough, you could just hand the baby back.

Shona popped her head back around the kitchen door, and caught her mother patting her powder back into place. ‘Mamma, you told everyone in Dhaka that you were coming to the UK to join your husband, didn’t you? You told them that you’d agreed to join him in his retirement here, rather than have him join you in Dhaka. You covered up why he wasn’t going back.’

Henna winked at her conspiratorially. ‘I might have … given that impression, Shona moni. Truth-telling is all very well, but it doesn’t do to tell everyone everything, you know. One messy public separation in the family is quite enough to be getting on with for a while.’

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Party in the Park