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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

‘Where are you staying tonight?’ I asked. ‘Are you staying with your friend in town?’

’No,’ replied Candida. ‘I’m staying with you.’

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In the morning, I left her sleeping in the hotel, and returned with croissants and coffee in paper cups, and pink roses from the newsagents. I’d dreamed of waking her with breakfast in bed and the scent of roses, but in fact she woke when the clumsy door banged behind me. When I climbed back into bed, Candida lay resting against me, her head on my shoulder, her light frame still heavy with the remains of sleep.

‘What did you think of me, when you first saw me?’ I asked her.

‘I thought you were one of the prettiest men I’d ever seen,’ said Candida. ‘Look, you’ve got longer eyelashes than me.’ She reached forward and gently brushed the tips of my eyelashes with her fingertips. ‘Now I have to ask you, don’t I? What did you think of me?’

‘I thought of music when I first saw you. I saw your back, that swishing silver skirt, and I thought you were a dancer. Your head was held so straight. I followed you to the drinks machine, and willed you to turn around.’

Candida got up and, wrapping a towel around her, went to the window, looking out over the bay. ‘I used to come here as a child, on day trips. We’d go to the amusement park in Margate, and then come here for the beach. Daddy and I played a sort of tennis on the beach, with big plastic rackets and enormous spongy balls.’ She turned back to face me. ‘We had such a perfect day yesterday; it seems crazy that Daddy thinks you wouldn’t be good for me.’

I went up to her and put my arms around her, watching the waves roll in over the beach. ‘If you ever give me the chance to meet your dad, I’ll tell him, I’ll promise him, that I would never hurt you, and never leave you, and never let you go. I’d rather hurt myself first.’ Candida’s face was suddenly very solemn in the morning light, so solemn that I felt forced to ask, ‘You do believe me, don’t you?’

‘Yes, I do believe you,’ Candida said. ‘That’s the scary thing.’

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Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford

OMAR WAS QUITE excited about the approach of mythical May Day in Oxford; the night of all night parties, of dancing until dawn, when everyone would crowd to Magdalen Bridge to hear the choir sing in the sunrise, and then leap off into the water in their black tie and ballgowns.