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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

‘Oh …’ A smile, a real one, trembles into life as she turns to him. ‘I thought Papa told you to wait?’

‘He did, but we’ve done enough waiting, don’t you think?’

Elizabeth nods vehemently. ‘I do.’

‘Well then, as we’re here alone, and this is the place where you’re just Elizabeth, I say we forget about protocol,’ Philip says. ‘Let’s agree that we want to get married because it suits us and because we think we can make it work, and to hell with everybody else. We may not be lovers, but we’re friends and we can be partners.’

‘Exactly,’ Elizabeth says, wishing she could have put it that clearly. Perhaps it would have been nice to have been lovers as well as friends and partners, but there is no use in longing for the impossible and at least this way she will be with Philip. That is what matters.

‘In that case, let’s forget about what your father thinks and what the government thinks and what the public thinks,’ he goes on. ‘Let’s decide what we want.’ His hand tightens around hers. ‘Will you marry me, Elizabeth, and be my wife so that we can face whatever the future brings side by side?’

Relief and happiness are making Elizabeth feel giddy. ‘Yes,’ she says, smiling, curling her fingers to tangle with his. ‘Yes, I will, Philip.’

He throws back his head and laughs. ‘Well, that went better than I thought!’

‘You must have known I would say yes.’

Philip sobers at that. ‘I wasn’t sure. I know you don’t want to disappoint your father. They’re not going to like it,’ he warns.

‘This is all I’m asking for myself,’ Elizabeth says. ‘I don’t think it’s too much.’

‘I don’t either,’ he says. He eases her down onto the boulder. ‘And now all that’s agreed, can I kiss you?’

Laughing shakily, she slides her hands up to his shoulders. ‘I was hoping you would.’

Chapter 28

It is an enchanted morning, one Elizabeth tells herself she will remember for ever. When things are hard, as they will be, this is the memory she will turn to: the breeze, just enough to keep the midges at bay, ruffling their hair tenderly; the curlew calling in the distance; the mountains standing guard.

And Philip beside her. The warmth of his hand around hers, the way his eyes crease when he smiles. His mouth. That, especially. Thinking about the way it feels when he kisses her, when he touches her, sets a fine tremor going in the pit of her belly. It is a strange feeling, half thrilled, half languid, as if she is drenched in the sunshine that pours down and through her, seeping into every last inch of her and bringing a warm throb of happiness.

They won’t like it, Philip warned and Elizabeth knows he is right, but she doesn’t want to think about the difficulties ahead, not yet.

They sit by the loch, leaning against each other, talking in a way they have never been able to before. Because now everything has changed.