Contents ( 80)
- Before the Crown
- FLORA HARDING
- Chapter 1
- Windsor Castle, December 1943
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Cairo, April 1944
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- London, 8 May 1945
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Buckingham Palace, January 1946
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
- Chapter 24
- Buckingham Palace, May 1946
- Chapter 25
- Balmoral Castle, August 1946
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- London, October 1946
- Chapter 30
- Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
- Chapter 31
- South Africa, February 1947
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- London, May 1947
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- London, June 1947
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- London, July 1947
- Chapter 40
- Buckingham Palace, July 1947
- Chapter 41
- London, July 1947
- Chapter 42
- Balmoral Castle, August 1947
- Chapter 43
- London, October 1947
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Buckingham Palace, November 1947
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- London, November 1947
- Chapter 48
- Buckingham Palace, November 1947
- Chapter 49
- Buckingham Palace, November 1947
- Chapter 50
- Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
- Chapter 51
- Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
But when she opens her mouth, the words crumble on her tongue. It’s not fair that she is the only woman in the world who has to propose marriage, Elizabeth thinks in an uncharacteristic flash of resentment. Is this what it is like for poor Papa whenever he has to speak publicly? Feeling the words strangle in your throat? It is awful.
Well, hasn’t she just been telling Philip that she accepts her role? Get on with, she tells herself.
‘Philip,’ she blurts out, before she can change her mind. If she can just start, maybe the words will come.
But he is speaking at the same time. ‘Elizabeth—’
They both stop awkwardly.
‘You first,’ Philip says.
Elizabeth sits up, biting her lip. But she has to do this now. ‘All right.’ She takes a breath. ‘I’ve been thinking about marriage,’ she says, agonisingly aware that her voice sounds thin and high. ‘I know we’ve skirted around the idea a couple of times and talked in generalities about what it might be like.’
This isn’t anything like the persuasive speech she prepared! Swallowing, she clears her throat and ploughs on because if she stops she will never finish. ‘There wasn’t any rush before, and there isn’t any now. It’s just … just … well, I’ve been feeling that I’m ready to move into the next stage of life and I … I’d like someone to share that life with me. Someone who understands what it means to be royal.’
‘Someone like me?’ Philip asks. His voice is grave but his eyes are smiling.
‘Yes.’ Elizabeth rushes on before he misunderstands. ‘I’m not asking you for anything you can’t give, Philip. I don’t have any expectations that … well, it wouldn’t be a marriage like others can have. Obviously.’
She sighs, tries again. ‘There’s no need for you to pretend to have feelings for me, or vice versa. We both understand what’s involved in a royal marriage and that’s not what it would be about. Neither of us is silly or sentimental. But I … I think we’d make a good team, so I was wondering if you’d mind … if I could ask you what you thought …’
‘About marriage?’ he finishes for her as she flounders to a halt.
‘Yes.’
‘Are you proposing to me, Elizabeth?’
‘Yes,’ she says again on a shaky breath. There, it was done. The proposal was made. Now all she can do is wait for Philip’s reply.
He doesn’t answer immediately. A flock of oyster catchers fly squabbling over the loch and she watches them disappear up the valley before Philip speaks.
‘Can I be honest?’
Her heart sinks. It doesn’t sound very promising. ‘Of course,’ she says with a brittle smile. ‘I hope you will be.’
‘I do have one small problem,’ he confides.
‘Oh. I see.’
Philip picks up her hand. ‘The thing is, I know that it’s protocol for you to propose to me, but I really, really wanted to propose to you.’