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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

But when she opens her mouth, the words crumble on her tongue. It’s not fair that she is the only woman in the world who has to propose marriage, Elizabeth thinks in an uncharacteristic flash of resentment. Is this what it is like for poor Papa whenever he has to speak publicly? Feeling the words strangle in your throat? It is awful.

Well, hasn’t she just been telling Philip that she accepts her role? Get on with, she tells herself.

‘Philip,’ she blurts out, before she can change her mind. If she can just start, maybe the words will come.

But he is speaking at the same time. ‘Elizabeth—’

They both stop awkwardly.

‘You first,’ Philip says.

Elizabeth sits up, biting her lip. But she has to do this now. ‘All right.’ She takes a breath. ‘I’ve been thinking about marriage,’ she says, agonisingly aware that her voice sounds thin and high. ‘I know we’ve skirted around the idea a couple of times and talked in generalities about what it might be like.’

This isn’t anything like the persuasive speech she prepared! Swallowing, she clears her throat and ploughs on because if she stops she will never finish. ‘There wasn’t any rush before, and there isn’t any now. It’s just … just … well, I’ve been feeling that I’m ready to move into the next stage of life and I … I’d like someone to share that life with me. Someone who understands what it means to be royal.’

‘Someone like me?’ Philip asks. His voice is grave but his eyes are smiling.

‘Yes.’ Elizabeth rushes on before he misunderstands. ‘I’m not asking you for anything you can’t give, Philip. I don’t have any expectations that … well, it wouldn’t be a marriage like others can have. Obviously.’

She sighs, tries again. ‘There’s no need for you to pretend to have feelings for me, or vice versa. We both understand what’s involved in a royal marriage and that’s not what it would be about. Neither of us is silly or sentimental. But I … I think we’d make a good team, so I was wondering if you’d mind … if I could ask you what you thought …’

‘About marriage?’ he finishes for her as she flounders to a halt.

‘Yes.’

‘Are you proposing to me, Elizabeth?’

‘Yes,’ she says again on a shaky breath. There, it was done. The proposal was made. Now all she can do is wait for Philip’s reply.

He doesn’t answer immediately. A flock of oyster catchers fly squabbling over the loch and she watches them disappear up the valley before Philip speaks.

‘Can I be honest?’

Her heart sinks. It doesn’t sound very promising. ‘Of course,’ she says with a brittle smile. ‘I hope you will be.’

‘I do have one small problem,’ he confides.

‘Oh. I see.’

Philip picks up her hand. ‘The thing is, I know that it’s protocol for you to propose to me, but I really, really wanted to propose to you.’