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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

Elizabeth doesn’t care. They are all giddy with a sense of liberation. For almost everyone else, it is freedom from war and all the grief and destruction it has brought, but for Elizabeth it is liberation of a different kind. For this one night, she has been allowed to step out of the palace, out of a world where every day is planned with precision and her privileged life is hedged about with convention and duty.

It is as if walking through that gate has unlocked something inside her. Where usually she keeps herself tightly controlled, now she is free to shout, to open her mouth wide and sing, not caring what she sounds like. Her chest expands and she fills her lungs with air, feeling dizzy with the power of it.

‘Run rabbit, run rabbit, run, run, run!’ she sings, yelling along with everyone else. ‘Don’t give the farmer his fun, fun fun!’ She can feel Crawfie’s startled glance. Elizabeth is so quiet normally, so restrained. So guarded. No wonder her governess is puzzled at the change in her.

She will go back to the palace, Elizabeth knows. Her guard will go back up. But for now, for this one incredible night, she wants to let herself go.

Once or twice, she meets a stranger’s eyes and they do a double take, recognising her. Elizabeth just smiles brilliantly and dances on into the crowd.

The streets are jammed with people singing, cheering, banging dustbin lids together, anything to make a noise, as the light fades and searchlights sweep joyfully across the sky above London. Broken chairs and tables are dragged out of bombsites and tossed onto bonfires. The crowd is a living thing, surging up and pausing to warm itself at a fire before circling and swirling on. Elizabeth finds herself at a bonfire and holds her hands out to the flames. She isn’t cold, but the fire has a mythic power to which she cannot help but respond. The city has been dark for six years, and now they are allowed to make light and warmth once more.

It is a carnival where all the rules about being the restrained, polite, stoical British are abandoned. Strangers hug and kiss each other. At first, it is true, Elizabeth stiffens at finding herself clapped on the back or swept against some khaki jacket in an embrace so brief she barely has time to register a face. She is not used to being manhandled. But then, nor is anyone else, she remembers. Theirs is not a society where anyone touches easily. Tonight, though, it is a different world, with different rules. In this world, she is not a princess, just an ordinary young woman celebrating the end of a time of terrible tension.

So she lets her hand be grabbed, lets an intoxicated young soldier pull her into a circle so they can jitterbug. Breathless and laughing, she exchanges caps with a sailor and thinks fleetingly of Philip, but there is no time for sadness, not tonight. Before the sailor’s hat is securely on her head, she is swept into a conga line and singing ‘Roll out the Barrel’ at the top of her voice.