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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

She hopes Philip will understand that things are so tense that there is no question of raising the subject of announcing their engagement. She worries about her father. His nerves are so on edge that he seems unable to relax. Once, by the Indian Ocean, he ordered the train to stop by a broad beach. Looking out of the window, Elizabeth saw the police roping off a path across the sand between two vast crowds of people. She watched her father climb down from the train wearing a blue bathrobe and carrying a towel, watched him walk across the sand to the sea. It seemed to take a long time and by the time he reached the ocean he was a tiny solitary figure, jumping up and down in the surf. Elizabeth remembers the tightness of her throat as she watched him. He looked so terribly lonely.

With pity came a trickle of disquiet. Was that her future? Was that what being a sovereign meant? Always divided from the rest of the world, always watched, always alone?

But her father has her mother, Elizabeth reminds herself, just as she would have Philip. She wouldn’t be alone any more than the King is. It was just a solitary swim, after all.

Elizabeth refills the pen with ink and remembers to tell Philip about their visit to Cecil Rhodes’s grave in the Motopo Hills, set atop a bare hillside among strange round boulders.

Mummy set off in ridiculous high-heels, totally unsuitable for climbing a steep, rocky mountain. So like her! Of course they were soon pinching horribly and she could barely walk. I gave her my sandals in the end and I walked up in my stockinged feet, which was a novel experience for me.

The path had been dusty and she’d been able to feel the grit digging into the soles of her feet, but it had been strangely liberating too, to feel so connected to the hot earth.

There is so much to tell Philip! Every day there are new experiences. Elizabeth’s favourite time, though, is the early morning when the sky is glowing with the gold of the sun hauling itself over the horizon and the air is cool. The train stops at night, and someone has provided horses so she and Margaret can ride before breakfast across the veldt or along some empty sweep of beach. Peter Townsend usually accompanies them, with one or two security guards following at a distance.

Elizabeth tucks the letter into its envelope, writes Philip’s name and address carefully on the front and seals it up before sending it to the train’s post office. She likes to write to him and feel the connection still. Her senses are so overloaded here, she is afraid she might combust, and thinking about Philip keeps her anchored. This trip is wonderful, but knowing she has him to go home to is the next best thing to having him here.

She is still thinking about Philip the next morning when she gets up early and jumps down from the carriage to find Margaret and Peter already waiting for her. Three young South African boys are holding a horse each and they smile shyly in response to Elizabeth’s greeting. Elizabeth is given a frisky chestnut mare with dark, liquid eyes and a saucy toss to her head.