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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

Elizabeth strokes the horse’s nose and they take the measure of each other. The mare, she senses, is afraid that she is in for a sedate ride, and Elizabeth is able to promise her that there will be no holding back. She swings into the saddle, loving the responsive feel of the horse beneath her.

‘Let’s go,’ she says, smiling.

The horses are fresh and they let them have their heads, hooves thundering as they gallop over the veldt. The sky is flushed an unearthly pink, and Elizabeth can smell horse and dry grass and dust as they race towards a lone acacia tree in the distance. She can feel the bunch of the mare’s muscles, the easy power of her stride. For so long she has held herself tight, but in the hush of that African dawn, Elizabeth feels her chest loosen and unlock, and she lets out a whoop of exhilaration.

The mare responds to her excitement and powers ahead, leaving Margaret and Peter behind on their more sluggish mounts. A broad smile on her face, Elizabeth crouches over the horse’s mane, her thighs clamped tight around the saddle, and her hair blown anyhow. She doesn’t care what she looks like: she just wants to gallop forever towards the horizon, faster and further.

When they reach the acacia tree, Elizabeth pulls the horse up reluctantly to rest while Margaret and Peter catch up. Easy in the saddle, she surveys the empty horizon while the mare snorts and tosses her mane, well pleased by the run.

It is like being at sea, Elizabeth thinks. The same space, the same light, the same sense of being untethered. It makes her realise how confined her life has been until now. Oh, there is Balmoral, of course, and Sandringham, but for most of the war she was at Windsor Castle, where the horizon is constantly interrupted by towers or stone walls or shrouded in grey clouds.

There is nothing to break up the emptiness here, just this tree, stark against the great bowl of the sky. Elizabeth can feel herself changing, filling up the space. This trip has been eye-opening for her. She didn’t want to come, didn’t want to leave Philip, but it has been good for her, she can see that now. It has not just been about seeing a new country, interesting though that has been. These weeks with her parents and Margaret have given her a new insight into their family and what it means to be royal.

She has watched her parents and understands now what is expected of them, and what will be expected of her in the future. In particular, Elizabeth has a new appreciation of her mother. The Queen is unfailingly charming. Her smile never falters, no matter how tedious the dinner or how long the reception. She sits through displays of dancing and accepts bouquets with an expression of lively interest. And she always looks immaculate. Her hats are things of beauty, and her shoes designed to boost her height, although they are not always the most practical footwear.