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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘You know I told you to go easy on this one. You’ve no need to go wandering the streets of Creggan looking for witnesses,’ he says. ‘You never know what you’re getting mixed up in with Declan.’

‘I wasn’t looking for witnesses,’ I tell him. ‘I was just getting a sense of the place. How it’s changed over the years. You know, that famous “colour” you talk about. I was just doing my job.’

‘Your job is to follow the instructions given to you by your editor and bring me the copy I ask you to write. You don’t get to set the news agenda, Ingrid. That’s my job and you’d do well to remember that.’

‘As if I could forget,’ I tell him, my voice barely hiding my frustration. It’s not often Ryan pulls rank with me. He has always trusted my judgement and my methods. I don’t like feeling as if I’ve annoyed him. ‘And hopefully Kelly’s family will talk,’ I say. ‘I know it’s more than colour, but it’s an exclusive. They’ve never spoken to anyone about what happened.’

‘Well look, here’s my advice. Don’t push the Dohertys too hard. We have to do all we can to maintain our reputation as different to the gutter press. We don’t want to be seen to be hounding a grieving family.’

‘I’m not hounding them,’ I say, my tone sharp. ‘I’m going through appropriate channels. I’ve made an approach through Lorcan Duffy, their local councillor,’ I continue. ‘I do my job, Ryan, and I do it well, but if you don’t want the story this time, I won’t pursue it. For you.

‘But that doesn’t stop me taking a personal interest and if another newspaper feels braver, well, I’m not going to rule out helping them. In my own time, of course. We all know this paper is in trouble and I’m not prepared to sink with it. I want to make a name for myself.’

He blinks; his mouth opens and shuts. Just as I’m not used to him pulling rank, he’s not used to me pushing back.

I stand up, ready to make a dramatic exit from the room.

‘Ingrid,’ he says as I turn to leave.

I face him, arms folded across my chest, expression stern.

‘I know you think you’re the big “I am” these days, but pride comes before a fall,’ he says. ‘You might think you know it all, but there are times when experience matters more in this industry. There are things more important than bylines and flashy headlines.’

He is speaking in what I call his ‘arrogant arsehole’ voice. If we were alone, properly alone, I’d call him out on it. Tell him he gets an A plus for being patronising.