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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

I feel my temper flare again. ‘This is absolutely ridiculous,’ I say. ‘It’s not how this job works, and you and I know it.’

‘It’s how it’s going to work,’ he says sternly. ‘I had to talk them down from insisting all interviews be carried out over the phone from the office, so count yourself lucky.’

I snort. ‘Yes. I can see how tying my hands from doing my job properly makes me very lucky.’

‘Christ but you’re insufferable at times,’ he says. ‘As you can imagine, the new edicts haven’t gone down the best with your colleagues, so if you want my advice, you’d keep your head down out there. I’ve no need to remind you that for every journalism job out there, there are numerous prospective reporters just chomping at the bit to get the chance at a staff position.’

‘Are you threatening my job here?’ I ask him.

He pauses, steeples his fingers and looks directly up at me. ‘No, Ingrid. I’m not. But you need to be careful you don’t destroy your career yourself.’

‘You need to be careful, too,’ I tell him. ‘Because if things get nasty for me, they can get nasty for you. I’ve not been on my own all of these nights here. We’ve had some adventures.’

I’m ashamed of myself for dragging our affair into it. For being that woman who issues such threats. But I’m angry.

Not waiting for his reply, I get up to leave. If I didn’t think it would set tongues wagging further, I’d slam the door to his office as hard as I could on the way out. Instead, I plaster on a look of nonchalance, even though inside I’m seething, and close the door gently before walking back to my desk as if I don’t have a care in the world.

Chapter Twenty

Declan

Declan is having a good day. It has taken him a while to recognise the unfamiliar feeling of something close to contentment for what it is, but today he doesn’t feel mired in the drudgery of his own life. It could be because his dole money has landed in and while he doesn’t exactly feel flush, it’s nice to have the knowledge that there’s a few quid in his pocket.

He has treated himself to a haircut and a hot-towel shave, and has taken his washing to his ma’s to run through her machine. He throws her a few quid for the cost of the electricity, which he knows she will slip back in his pocket later with a wink that says ‘Don’t be so silly, son.’