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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

His da’s voice drops to a whisper and Declan strains to hear it, but he can’t. He closes his eyes as if the act of closing off one of his senses will make the others work harder, but it’s just mumbling – and then his ma crying and the slam of the front door again.

A sob from his ma lets him know it’s his da who has gone out.

‘Jesus Christ,’ he hears her sob. ‘Jesus Christ, I didn’t know. God forgive me, but I didn’t know.’

He thunders down the stairs. ‘What didn’t you know?’ he asks her, but she looks as if she is folding in on herself with grief.

Has his da really known all this time about Niall and done nothing? Has his da been covering up for Niall, even now, doing whatever he needs to do to stop the renewed interest in this case?

His da, he knows, is still able to summon up some heavies at a moment’s notice. Many people still feel a loyalty to Frankie Heaney. He still holds some sway. If he’d wanted a car window broken, or tyres slashed, he wouldn’t have struggled to find someone to do it. If he’d wanted to rough someone up, he could have found someone only too willing to do it for him.

His ma can’t speak. She is shaking her head and he wants to comfort her, but if this is what his da is capable of, and his brother, and both are in the country park with an unsuspecting Ingrid … His stomach turns.

He reaches for his jacket at the bottom of the stairs and pulls his phone from the pocket. With shaking hands, and thick, useless fingers, he paws at his phone, trying to unlock it and find her number. He needs to warn her. He needs to get her away from Niall.

Chapter Fifty-One

Ingrid

I’d wanted to crack this story. Of course I had – but not like this. It was never meant to be like this. Niall’s grip on me is firm and there is a wildness in his eyes.

‘I shouldn’t have said anything,’ he says suddenly. ‘Shit! Ingrid, tell me,’ he says, shaking me so that I almost lose my footing, my boots sliding in the mud. ‘Tell me you won’t tell anyone. I need you to tell me that now!’

‘People will understand,’ I tell him, knowing that they won’t.

People never understand when it comes to the murder of a child. It is beyond the realm of comprehension and understanding. But I have to say whatever it takes to get out of this park and away from Niall.

‘Why don’t we walk back to the cars,’ I say. ‘It’s so cold here and I’m wet through. We can talk somewhere warm and dry at least. I can help you.’