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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘Ingrid!’ Ryan calls from the depths of his office, the door wide open to the newsroom.

The tone of his voice is enough to let me know that he is in a shit mood. Dropping my bag at my desk, I grab my notebook, take a deep breath and plaster a fake confident smile on my face.

‘You called, boss?’ I say, sitting down opposite him, my tone light.

‘Were you up in Creggan this morning?’ he asks.

I see no reason to lie. ‘Yes. I went for a walk around. Just to get a sense of the place again. See if any of the old neighbours are still around.’

‘And you got talking with Declan Heaney?’ His face is serious.

‘Jesus! Word doesn’t take long to spread around here, does it. Are you having me followed?’ I say, and I’m joking. Mostly.

Ryan doesn’t reply, just keeps his expression neutral. Clearly, he is not in one of his more playful moods today.

‘But yes, I did get talking with Declan. I bumped into him when I was walking up Broadway. We went for a cup of tea and a chat. You know it was him and his brother who found Kelly’s body …’

I think to the look on Declan’s face as I asked him how well he still remembered it. His eyes had glazed over a little. His face darkened as if he were watching some awful movie clip that only he could see.

‘You don’t ever forget something like that,’ he’d told me.

‘Declan Heaney doesn’t keep well,’ Ryan says, sitting back in his chair and looking at me. ‘You know that, Ingrid. He’s fond of the drink and smokes. Likes to get himself in trouble. Scan our archives – you’ll see he was a frequent flyer in the courts a few years back.’

‘Well, I imagine I might be the same if I’d gone through the trauma he did at ten years old,’ I tell him. ‘But you’ve said yourself, it was a few years ago now, and it was petty stuff, wasn’t it?

‘Look, he’s an old school friend. We were in the same class and we used to pal around with each other when we were small. We chatted over tea and I bought him a couple of sausage rolls because he didn’t look like he’d had a decent meal in a couple of days. If you’re not happy about me taking the time out of my working day to help someone who clearly needed it, I’ll make up my hours this evening. Just like I always work over my hours anyway.’ I look directly at him, at how his blue eyes narrow.

He rubs his chin.