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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

I think of all the years he missed this sight. Missed the rain and the tang of salt in the air.

‘Jamesy,’ I say. ‘Tell me about the people who are helping you now. The campaigners. Are they happy enough that you’re talking to me?’

He smiles. ‘Well, no. They won’t be. They take on old cases, test the law or something. I can’t remember how they said it. You know what? Sometimes I feel like they talk at me and not to me. Does that make sense? A lot of people like to do that. Well, they – I can send you their details – they told me they’ll do the talking for me and I should stay quiet, but you’re different, aren’t you? I know you. We were sort of friends.’

He smiles, a silly kind of a smile. There’s a childish glint to it and I’m reminded of how he was all those years ago. I think of how trusting he is now, telling me his story. I realise I have a responsibility to him to tell it fairly.

I smile back at him. ‘We were,’ I tell him.

‘So, will you support me? Do you think you can get someone to publish my story?’ he asks, his expression painfully hopeful. ‘Will they tell people that I was set up?’

I blink. I have to be truthful to him. By the sounds of it, enough people have already lied to him.

‘I can’t make any promises, but hopefully. I have a few ideas of who might use it, but you never know with these things. It’s controversial, you know. So, you have to be honest with me. You have to tell me the exact truth. We have to trust each other.’

‘I won’t fib,’ he says, lifting his hand in the Boy Scout salute. ‘Scout’s honour.’

‘And your campaigners,’ I add, wary that they probably have an agenda all of their own. ‘You’ve to tell them to trust me and that I know what I’m doing.’

He nods enthusiastically. ‘I will. I promise I will, Ingrid.’

‘That’s good,’ I say. ‘So, let’s get walking, find a quiet spot somewhere and we can start at the beginning.’

He nods. ‘There’s another coffee shop just up the road a wee bit. We can get in out of the rain before we catch our death of cold.’

‘That sounds like a good idea,’ I say and again he smiles, as if he’s delighted to have said the right thing.

‘Can I ask you something first?’ he says as we walk.

‘Of course.’

‘You believe me, don’t you?’

‘I think I do,’ I say softly.

He smiles, a genuine smile that stretches across his face, and claps his hands together. ‘That’s good, then,’ he says. ‘That’s really good.’

Chapter Twelve

Ingrid