Chapters (173)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Before Summer
- Who Am I?
- Why Are You So Fat?
- Moving
- Since Leaving New York
- Rabbi’s Office
- Grown-Up Talk
- School over the Bridge
- I Will Fight You
- First Friend
- Dolan Avenue House
- The First Time I Meet Lisa
- Pencil Space
- Shadow Father
- Her Hands
- Marzipan Potato
- What Happened on the Bike Path
- Manhood
- How to Appear Less Fat
- Elevate, Arise, Walk Home
- June
- Clothes Like Spider-Man
- Who Am I?
- The Nursery
- Inside
- Digging in the Dirt
- Trolls
- Sunday Drive
- A Talk in the Car
- Fat at the Beach
- The Game
- Pizza
- When You Are Fat …
- Something Finally Happened
- Doctor
- Apartment Doctor
- Another Kind of Doctor
- Broken Promise
- The Answer?
- We Need to Get Lisa
- On Our Way
- Twenty-Three Steps
- Silly
- A Tour
- Breakfast
- Before the Opening
- The Opening
- Night in the Nursery
- Before Picture
- Level 1 Induction
- The Kid Who Draws at the Beach
- Loch Ness Monster
- Ketosis
- There Is a Space
- How Many Pounds?
- Studio Days
- Shore Break
- Jorge
- Sometimes My Father Comes
- Shopping
- Maps
- See You July Fourth
- The Walk
- Elysium at the Beach
- Jorge’s House
- Saint George
- 10 Pounds
- Mitzvot
- My Father Comes
- July
- Promises
- Then He Left
- July Fourth
- Bigfoot Versus Yeti
- Pick
- She Doesn’t See It
- Long, Good Days
- Baby Huey
- Robots
- cO-lec-tOrs
- Two Champagne Bottles
- After Champagne
- Closing the Gallery
- Lisa’s House
- Fight the Corn Chip
- Gretchen
- Glow-in-the-Dark Stars
- A Different Kind of Morning
- Across the Golden Gate
- Level 2: Ongoing Weight Loss
- Old Photo
- Stuck in the City
- Sardines
- Atari
- No Eyes on Me
- Grandma’s Letter
- What If?
- Middle of Level 2
- Indiscretion
- Post-its
- The Visit
- When I Get Home
- The Truth
- Calling Lisa
- Gretchen
- August
- Level 3
- Mysterious World
- 31
- The Heaviest Water Is My Father
- Calling My Father
- I Pack
- A Date
- Missed
- The House Call
- Finally
- Homecoming
- Settling (Back) In
- Giant Salamander
- The Surprise
- Not Dealing
- Only Child
- Boogie Boarding
- A Drive
- Plans
- The Mothers Talk
- Tools for the Journey
- Not Telling
- Packing List
- Fog Storm
- Up the Trail
- Outdoor Conversations
- Campsite
- Roasted Hot Dogs
- Crush
- Prayers
- Visitors
- Hypothermia
- Things That Exist
- Mikveh
- Resting Place
- The Way Back
- End of Summer
- The Return
- The Painting
- Sorry
- Something Takes Over
- What Happens Next
- The Kiss
- That Part, Right Before Falling Asleep
- Quiet
- The Revolution Inside
- The Game?
- The Bruise Is Gone
- New Beginning
- One More Hike
- After Picture
- A Last Look
- Dropping Lisa Off
- After Summer
- Gretchen
- Tallit
- First Day of School
- Friends No Matter What
- The Phone Call
- Home
- Acknowledgments
- Praise for All of Me
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
I am grateful beyond measure for my incredible agent, Rena Rossner, for loving this manuscript even in its earliest drafts and for working so hard to get it right. Thank you, most of all, for believing in me. Thanks to editor extraordinaire, Liz Szabla, for working tirelessly with me, for poring over the verse, for taking such incredible care of Ari and his friends, and for honoring me as a writer all the way through the process. It is a privilege to work with you. Thanks to the whole team at Feiwel & Friends, Anna Poon, publicist Kelsey Marrujo, and creative director Rich Deas. Thanks to production editor Lindsay Wagner and production manager Kim Waymer. Thanks to the amazing cover artist Chris Sheban for capturing the spirit of the book! Of course, thank you to Jean Feiwel for your warmth and your vision, for making me feel so at home at F&F. Thanks to Matt de la Peña for shaking up my life in the best way, for all the years of support, guidance, and friendship.
Thank you to the teachers, librarians, and educators out there who put books in the hands of kids who need them and for standing up for all children every day and teaching them they have a place in this world no matter what.
Thanks to those educators in the San Diego State University MFA program and beyond who believed in me as a writer and taught me that my words matter—Sandra Alcosser, Marilyn Chin, Glover Davis, and so many others. Thank you to my colleagues and students at San Diego City College and, of course, the English Center, who I have the privilege of working with side by side every day. You inspire me endlessly.
An immense thank you to my unbelievable community of deep friends and family who believe in me all the way.
Thank you to my writing people, writers whose love knows no bounds at all—Heather Eudy, Cali Linfor, Sabrina Youmans, and Nancy Cary—for reading every version of this manuscript, and for so many days and nights of hard questions, laughing, and crying. Thank you to my editor/writer friends—Crystal Ellefsen, Alan Traylor, and Adam Heine—for your enthusiasm and love for this book. Thank you also to the incredible community of writers I have grown with over this past year—Rena’s Renegades, my debut group; the NovelNineteens; the #JPStreetteam; #KIDSNEEDMENTORS; and the unbelievable world of Middle Grade and YA authors who care so much for kids and for one another. You bring me so much hope. Thank you for your friendship.
Thank you to all the wise sages in my life—Bob; Maggie; Emmett; Randall; my brother, Steve; Tuesday Morning crew; and so many others—who keep me on the right path.