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Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author
  51. Books by Cynthia Hand
  52. Back Ad
  53. About the Publisher

The woman in the white dress made a noise in the back of her throat. “You have a sharp eye. Do you sculpt?”

“I draw,” I explained. “Portraits, mostly.”

“Well, I’d love to see your work sometime,” she said.

This is something people say all the time, when they find out that you’re an artist: I’d love to see your work. Which always feels to me a bit presumptuous. Sharing your work is like showing people a piece of you. An intimate piece. But with this woman, the request felt different.

“Me,” I said. “Why?”

Diana Robinson chuckled. “She’s the gallery owner.”

“Oh.” My eyes widened. “Oh. Well, I don’t have anything I could . . . I’m not a professional artist or anything. I’m not—”

“But you obviously will be,” the woman said. “Take my card.”

I was worried she was going to spill red wine on her white dress while she dug into her bag, but she didn’t. She handed me a simple, heavy card, where cleanly printed in silver letters was the name Eileen Watts, Watts Gallery, and her phone number and email address.

Later I taped the card to my bedroom wall, where I always look at it and think, Someday.

“What else?” Leo asked after the conversation with Diana and Eileen moved to other things and I kind of backed away.

“Else?”

The corner of his mouth lifted. “What other details did you notice?”

I bit my lip. “Let’s see. You have a mole on the side of your neck. Not anything big or hairy or gross, just a little dot halfway up on the left side.”

He turned his head and pulled back the collar of his hoodie to reveal the mole, just where I said it would be.

“Your second toe is a tiny bit longer than your big toe,” I said.

He grinned. I smiled, too, but I was embarrassed. Here I was describing parts of his body like I knew what was underneath his clothes.

“I promise I’m not a stalker,” I said. “I just pay attention to your mom’s work.”

“What else?” he said.

I laughed. It was the first time I’d ever used that laugh, the nervous one, which doesn’t really sound like me. I mentioned the cowlick.

“Do you want to come over to my house sometime?” Leo said then.

“Yes,” I squeaked.

God. I was so pathetic. I was so naive. I was so wrong.

Chapter 9

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