Chapters (53)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Cynthia Hand
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
The woman in the white dress made a noise in the back of her throat. “You have a sharp eye. Do you sculpt?”
“I draw,” I explained. “Portraits, mostly.”
“Well, I’d love to see your work sometime,” she said.
This is something people say all the time, when they find out that you’re an artist: I’d love to see your work. Which always feels to me a bit presumptuous. Sharing your work is like showing people a piece of you. An intimate piece. But with this woman, the request felt different.
“Me,” I said. “Why?”
Diana Robinson chuckled. “She’s the gallery owner.”
“Oh.” My eyes widened. “Oh. Well, I don’t have anything I could . . . I’m not a professional artist or anything. I’m not—”
“But you obviously will be,” the woman said. “Take my card.”
I was worried she was going to spill red wine on her white dress while she dug into her bag, but she didn’t. She handed me a simple, heavy card, where cleanly printed in silver letters was the name Eileen Watts, Watts Gallery, and her phone number and email address.
Later I taped the card to my bedroom wall, where I always look at it and think, Someday.
“What else?” Leo asked after the conversation with Diana and Eileen moved to other things and I kind of backed away.
“Else?”
The corner of his mouth lifted. “What other details did you notice?”
I bit my lip. “Let’s see. You have a mole on the side of your neck. Not anything big or hairy or gross, just a little dot halfway up on the left side.”
He turned his head and pulled back the collar of his hoodie to reveal the mole, just where I said it would be.
“Your second toe is a tiny bit longer than your big toe,” I said.
He grinned. I smiled, too, but I was embarrassed. Here I was describing parts of his body like I knew what was underneath his clothes.
“I promise I’m not a stalker,” I said. “I just pay attention to your mom’s work.”
“What else?” he said.
I laughed. It was the first time I’d ever used that laugh, the nervous one, which doesn’t really sound like me. I mentioned the cowlick.
“Do you want to come over to my house sometime?” Leo said then.
“Yes,” I squeaked.
God. I was so pathetic. I was so naive. I was so wrong.
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