Chapters (53)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Cynthia Hand
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
“When he wasn’t at dinner on Sunday, and I heard that maybe he wasn’t going to come this year, I texted him,” Afton says stiffly. “And he texted back, and said he was coming, after all; he was actually on the plane, heading over. And so then we were texting back and forth . . .”
“He’s who you were texting all night,” I murmur.
She nods. “He gave me his number last year. We had a little . . . thing, at last year’s awards dinner.”
“Thing?” This time it’s Michael’s mother, aka Jenny, asking the questions. “What thing?”
Afton ducks her head, blushing. “A kiss,” she says, at the same time that Michael says, “It was just a kiss.”
“No.” I press my hands to my head because it feels like my brain is going to explode. “It still couldn’t have been you, Afton. You went with Abby to hula class that morning.”
“But when we got there, we ran into the Wongs,” Afton explains. “I left Abby with Jenny and Peter and Josie, and Michael and I . . .” Her face colors even more. “We went back to the room.”
“And you put on Mom’s new robe.”
“Hey!” Peter glares at me, his hands planted on his hips. “Not all Asians look the same, you know.”
“It was dark in there!” I protest. I swallow. “I didn’t actually see Billy’s face. I just assumed it was him. He’s the only guy Mom really talks to.”
“What did you see them doing in there?” asks Josie.
Shit.
“Hey, I have an idea,” comes a familiar voice from next to the door. Nick. He’s been standing there, listening to the entire exchange. I want to think it’s his form of being my moral support and not just sheer curiosity. “Why don’t you kids all come with me?” he asks. “This is grown-up talk, and it’s kind of gross. Who wants to play a game in my room on my PS4?”
Mom and Jenny nod at him gratefully. He nods back. For once, his video game addiction is going to come in very useful. Abby, Josie, and Peter all follow him out without another word.
I turn to Afton. In that little break with Nick and the kids, the facts have settled in my brain, and the facts are these: Afton has screwed up everything. She even said so in the restroom last night during the awards dinner. But I hadn’t known that I was supposed to take her literally. “Why didn’t you tell me?” I fume. “For, like, two days you let me think that it was Mom hooking up with Billy? How could you let me think that?”