Chapters (53)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Cynthia Hand
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
“Afton has good ones, too,” Abby observes. “It’s too bad she doesn’t know how to hula.”
This surprises me. Afton is a dancer, after all. She’s done ballet since she was Abby’s age, practicing her plies while she’s washing dishes at the kitchen sink, jeté-ing across our yard. I’ve been to countless performances of Afton playing Clara in The Nutcracker, and Odile in Swan Lake, and so many other things. She’s a swan, my sister. A scarlet swan in a wicked dress who’ll slap you silly with her powerful wings if you tick her off. And she’ll be graceful doing it.
“Afton wasn’t good at hula?” I ask Abby, but then we’re all clapping again, because the hula is over.
My phone chimes with an alarm I set.
Eight o’clock.
From a few tables behind me, I see Nick stand up. He leans and says something to his father, who claps him on the back. Then he looks over at me, a question in his eyes.
I give him a nervous smile.
He nods and starts walking toward the Ocean Tower, his strides quick. Then he’s gone.
My heart thunders. This is it. Time to make my move.
I wait about ten minutes before I follow Nick. As is the plan. But then I can’t just leave Abby for like an hour with no explanation, and I can’t locate Afton, so first I go looking for her.
I find her in the restroom.
She’s standing in front of the mirror, pressing some powder to the space under eyes. Her smeared mascara and swollen eyelids tell me that she’s been crying—my fierce and tough older sister, crying, and over a stupid boy, no less.
“Are you okay?” I ask.
She blows her nose on a paper towel. “I’m fine.”
“I’ll help you beat him up.”
Her red-rimmed blue eyes meet mine in the mirror, startled. “No, it’s fine. It’s not his fault. Or maybe it is a little, but . . . I screwed up.”
“That’s okay. You’ll fix it.”
“Maybe I can’t.”
“Well, look on the bright side. Whatever you did wrong, it can’t be as bad as Mom’s situation.”
She sucks in a breath. “Ada, I need to talk to you. About what you saw that day—”
“What about what you saw?” I remind her.
“What I saw?”
“My sketchbook?”
“Oh.” Her eyes lower to the floor. “I shouldn’t have looked at that. I’m sorry. I was losing my mind a little.”
“And what did you . . . learn, by reading what is essentially my diary?” I say.
“You’re really talented. I don’t know how you capture people like you do.”
“Afton, be serious.”
“I am. That was the biggest thing I learned.”
“And?”