Back With You All the Way
Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author
  51. Books by Cynthia Hand
  52. Back Ad
  53. About the Publisher

“Afton has good ones, too,” Abby observes. “It’s too bad she doesn’t know how to hula.”

This surprises me. Afton is a dancer, after all. She’s done ballet since she was Abby’s age, practicing her plies while she’s washing dishes at the kitchen sink, jeté-ing across our yard. I’ve been to countless performances of Afton playing Clara in The Nutcracker, and Odile in Swan Lake, and so many other things. She’s a swan, my sister. A scarlet swan in a wicked dress who’ll slap you silly with her powerful wings if you tick her off. And she’ll be graceful doing it.

“Afton wasn’t good at hula?” I ask Abby, but then we’re all clapping again, because the hula is over.

My phone chimes with an alarm I set.

Eight o’clock.

From a few tables behind me, I see Nick stand up. He leans and says something to his father, who claps him on the back. Then he looks over at me, a question in his eyes.

I give him a nervous smile.

He nods and starts walking toward the Ocean Tower, his strides quick. Then he’s gone.

My heart thunders. This is it. Time to make my move.

I wait about ten minutes before I follow Nick. As is the plan. But then I can’t just leave Abby for like an hour with no explanation, and I can’t locate Afton, so first I go looking for her.

I find her in the restroom.

She’s standing in front of the mirror, pressing some powder to the space under eyes. Her smeared mascara and swollen eyelids tell me that she’s been crying—my fierce and tough older sister, crying, and over a stupid boy, no less.

“Are you okay?” I ask.

She blows her nose on a paper towel. “I’m fine.”

“I’ll help you beat him up.”

Her red-rimmed blue eyes meet mine in the mirror, startled. “No, it’s fine. It’s not his fault. Or maybe it is a little, but . . . I screwed up.”

“That’s okay. You’ll fix it.”

“Maybe I can’t.”

“Well, look on the bright side. Whatever you did wrong, it can’t be as bad as Mom’s situation.”

She sucks in a breath. “Ada, I need to talk to you. About what you saw that day—”

“What about what you saw?” I remind her.

“What I saw?”

“My sketchbook?”

“Oh.” Her eyes lower to the floor. “I shouldn’t have looked at that. I’m sorry. I was losing my mind a little.”

“And what did you . . . learn, by reading what is essentially my diary?” I say.

“You’re really talented. I don’t know how you capture people like you do.”

“Afton, be serious.”

“I am. That was the biggest thing I learned.”

“And?”