Back With You All the Way
Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author
  51. Books by Cynthia Hand
  52. Back Ad
  53. About the Publisher

“Mom, come quick! Something’s happened to Ada!” Abby yells after she and Mom come into our room later.

I’m standing in front of the mirror, wearing a new dress. This afternoon, just as I was ascending the stairs from the spa, buffed and polished and primed and filled to the brim with the cucumber-infused water they serve there, something in a store window caught my eye: a dress, floor length and black, with three red, pink, and orange tropical flowers printed on the front.

It’s strapless, held up by elastic stitching all around the bodice. I’ve never worn a strapless dress before. I’ve been too self-conscious of my cavewoman shoulders. But this is pretty. Simple. Elegant. It’s formal, but not too formal. The tag says one size fits all, and it does. It fits like it was made for me. I finger the light cotton fabric. It feels like wearing a cloud.

I already had a dress for the awards ceremony. Ruthie picked it out for me: navy blue, short sleeved and knee-length, with a V-neck. It would have been fine for the stupid dinner and schmoozing.

But this dress—this flower dress—is special.

So I bought it. The ridiculous one hundred and fifty dollars of it. And, like with the spa treatments, I charged it to the room.

Now I’m standing in front of the mirror, assessing the new dress, loving how it clings and flows in all the right places. I’ve got a new pair of fancy black flip-flops on my feet, my toes painted a saucy red, a new shell bracelet around my right wrist, French-manicured nails, and earrings of tiny white hibiscus flowers.

But Abby’s talking about my hair. It’s glorious, shiny and smooth, cut to just below my shoulders and blown straight, then curled again into soft, beachy waves. It’s easily the best my hair has ever looked. Ever.

I’m wearing makeup, too. Eye shadow and blush and lip liner.

“Ada, you’re a princess!” Abby exclaims.

I do kind of feel like one. Part of me feels silly, like I’m trying to act out the make-over scene in a romantic comedy and now I expect everyone to find me suddenly, irresistibly gorgeous, and I know I’m not. A nice dress and good hair and makeup can only get me so far.

But I do look good. I feel good, too. Like I am taking charge of my life.

Mom comes into my room to see what all the fuss is about. “Well,” she says softly. “Don’t you look grown up?”

“That’s what I was going for.”