Back With You All the Way
Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author
  51. Books by Cynthia Hand
  52. Back Ad
  53. About the Publisher

“We’re all going,” I answer for him. Every June, for as far back as I can remember (except for the one summer when nobody went anywhere), our mother has dragged us to the yearly conference of the Society of Thoracic Surgeons. The conference is held in a different place each year, but it’s always with the same people—heart surgeons, basically, and their families. Normally I look forward to this trip. But things have been heating up so much with Leo lately, and it feels impossible to go a whole week without seeing him. We can text and video chat, but it won’t be the same. There will be an entire ocean between us.

“When are we going?” Abby asks.

“The day after tomorrow. Your mommy is going to do a big talk in front of a lot of people, so she needs to practice what she’s going to say. That’s why she’s missing dinner.” Pop retrieves his plate from the microwave and comes back to the table. “But I know she really wishes she could be here.”

“Okay,” says Abby. She’s used to Mom’s absence. We all are. “Dr. Bloom” is always busy, but she’s busy for a good reason. Every single day she spends away from us at the hospital, my mother saves lives, and that means she doesn’t completely belong to us. It’s like she belongs to the world.

Even Abby, at age five, has come to accept this.

“Ada,” Pop says gently. “No phones at the table, please.”

I’m still clutching my phone. I stick it in my pocket. “Sorry. It will never happen again, I swear.”

He snorts. “You just need to make sure you don’t experience all of your relationships via text, all right? Embrace the real. Be physically there. Okay?”

I try not to roll my eyes. “My relationships are sufficiently real, thank you, Pop.” If only he knew. But I would never in a million years tell him.

“But you were texting your boyfriend,” Afton remarks.

I turn my head to give Afton a sharp look. “Not that it’s any of your business.” Subtext: shut up. “But yes.”

Pop chews for a minute thoughtfully. “How’s that going, by the way? That’s where you were today, right? With Leo?”

“Yeah. We went to a movie. And then . . . his house for a while.”

Afton’s right eyebrow lifts. “Oh, so before you went over to Lucy’s.”

Frick. “Right. Before I went to Lucy’s, I was at Leo’s house. For a while. And then I went to Lucy’s.” There’s that stupid catch in my voice that happens whenever I try to lie.

“Interesting,” says Afton with a knowing smile.

“How long have you two been dating now?” Pop asks obliviously.

“Like six months?” Afton supplies for me.

“Almost five,” I correct her, making a mental note to murder her later.