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Chapters (46)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. BEING WEIRD
  5. Weird
  6. Todd, Part I
  7. The Realization
  8. Daniel, Part I
  9. Julia, Part I
  10. Beverly, Part I
  11. Jess, Part I
  12. The Exclusion
  13. Jess, Part II
  14. Emma, Part I
  15. Asma, Part I
  16. The Sting
  17. Emma, Part II
  18. Vivienne, Part I
  19. Alex, Part I
  20. THE WEIRD ADVANTAGE
  21. Creativity
  22. Truth
  23. Alex, Part II
  24. Julia, Part II
  25. HOW TO BE DIFFERENT
  26. Getting Support
  27. Julia, Part III
  28. Comfort with Discomfort
  29. Beverly, Part II
  30. Asma, Part II
  31. Better Than the Rest
  32. The Big Picture
  33. Daniel, Part II
  34. Deana, Part I
  35. Vivienne, Part II
  36. Emma, Part III
  37. Change Yourself
  38. Todd, Part II
  39. TO STAY DIFFERENT, OR TO FIND YOUR OWN KIND?
  40. Staying
  41. Leaving
  42. In Between
  43. Deana, Part II
  44. Acknowledgments
  45. Discover More
  46. Notes

Over the loudspeakers, the radio announcer said Julia “doesn’t take anything from anybody. A top-fifteen or -ten finish might be in the offing for Julia Landauer.” That would mean she’d have to climb at least six spots up. Julia’s family looked calm, like they were about to watch an opera instead of their child hurtling around in a sheet-metal box. Maybe they were just used to it.

The first few laps were promising. Julia advanced two cars almost right away, and by lap four she was in sixteenth place. A few laps later, she was fourteenth. Periodically a car would let out smoke or flames, and I would look worriedly at Glenn, who would reassure me that Julia was just fine and not on fire.

Suddenly, a car belonging to a driver named Ryan Klutt spun out into the barrier, to “oooh!”s from the audience. Klutt’s pit crew patched up his car and sent him back out onto the road. But the incident was enough to raise a yellow “caution” flag, meaning all the cars had to slow down while driving in the same order they were already in. This was good for Julia, since she would now be able to close up the gap between her car and that of the driver ahead of her, but not so much for Kevin Lacroix, who was in second and had a huge lead.

When they picked back up to normal speed, Julia tried, once again, to pass. But this time, she missed her mark and ended up far outside the other cars. Julia thought the problem might be her shock absorbers, so she took a pit stop so her crew could check out her car. But even after that, each time she rounded the corner, her wheel yawned away from the wheel well, as though threatening to detach. The car looked lopsided, drunk. Over the radio, Julia told Glenn she felt like she was on a roller coaster.

She gradually lost places, finishing sixteenth—just outside the range the announcers had pegged as a possibility for her. Kevin Lacroix finished second. The winner was a guy whose car was sponsored by EpiPen.

Julia drove her car back to her hauler. She came out clutching her sides, saying her obliques were sore. She felt like she had been holding the car together with all her might. The sway bar, a large metal rod across the front end, had come undone, leaving the car’s right side practically dragging along the ground.