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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

“I’m sorry, I cannot thank a nonexistent being.” Chana is defiant as she motions at Róża. “Maybe she has weapons?”

“Chana!”

Róża looks from one to the other. She used to be so engaged with the religious, the political. Now she hopes only to make it to Celestyn by war’s end, to get Shira.

When Miri suggests that perhaps they would do better to join a family camp, such as the large extended group they met hiding farther west, Chana snorts.

“Have you forgotten, Miri? Our family is dead—our brother. Our mother.”

All three go silent.

Róża doesn’t talk of Shira, and it is a relief. There are the dreaming hours ahead to be haunted by her loss; to see Shira’s pleading eyes, her hands outstretched.

They steer the conversation to other topics while they gather kindling. To Róża’s relief, the sisters have steel and flint and a magnifying glass for starting fires—she needn’t expend matches, at least for now. Miri tells Róża how she assisted with her father’s soap-making business and how Chana, with ambitions to attend university, took part in protests against the ghetto benches segregating Jews from other students. This, before their father’s business was shuttered and the university was closed. Before the real ghettos were formed.

Róża finds herself less weary, even a bit energized, in the sisters’ company. She wants to remain with them, yet she hesitates to share a camp. But Chana tells of the corpse they came upon last week, a man with a belt noosed around his neck, pants still down from a soldier’s “Jew test.” Róża is shaken to think how, without a scout and in her fog of hunger, she has been unaware of others—not just Jews but Germans—in the woods. How she’s been luckier than she knew.

“Might I camp with you?” Róża asks.

“Oh yes, Róża; why don’t you choose your spot first?” Miri offers.

Chana makes a dramatic sweep with her arm. “Yes, wherever you’d like.”

The three begin to laugh and cannot stop. Repeated arm sweeps set them off, again and again. Róża reaches a hand to touch her upturned lips, her creased eyes. She’d forgotten laughter.

Róża sleeps soundly for the first time since fleeing to the woods alone. She wakes feeling buoyed by the sisters’ company, Miri’s especially; still, she doesn’t know whether she can stay with them. Róża’s imperative is to head south toward Celestyn and wait by the border’s edge until it is safe to leave the woods and claim Shira. She pulls out Natan’s old compass. Seeing her, Miri looks up at the orientation of the sun.