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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

“You are different. I don’t know how, exactly; you just are. Stay down, I said. Shh!”

In the loft late at night, Henryk’s hands tremble and his spooked eyes dart as he describes what he’s heard: The burned-down barn belonged to a farmer who was seen giving food to a family of Jews crossing into the woods. German soldiers strung him to the crossbeam before lighting the fire.

Róża looks away.

For a week, only Henryk enters the barn. Instead of pails containing Krystyna’s soups or stews, he ferries large wooden boxes with stray potatoes and a water canteen rattling beneath farm tools. Róża wonders if Krystyna is lobbying for them to leave; if Henryk is the one now petitioning for them to stay.

Just once in the course of the week Henryk reaches for Róża. She reaches back.

Chapter 18

Summer 1942

When Shira begins coughing, all Róża can focus on is the sound of it, who might hear: The boys? A neighbor on the way to the tavern? A soldier? God help us.

She props Shira up and holds her close, more to muffle than to soothe her, and she nearly smothers her when Henryk or Krystyna comes into the barn.

The coughing persists. Róża tries, gently and not so gently, to shush her. She needs it to stop.

“Hush, Shira. Please.”

By nightfall, the third night, the coughing stops. Róża says a prayer of thanks. But soon she realizes Shira’s condition is worse. Her cheeks glow red; she shudders with chills yet radiates heat. Come morning, her eyes are glassy and she is lethargic.

Why hadn’t she realized how sick Shira was? Róża moves the damp hair off her face, hoists her into her lap. If it’s typhus, they’ll die together.

Henryk places water just inside the barn door and glances up. Róża sees in his expression that he knows Shira has something bad.

“I fear it’s pneumonia.” She doesn’t dare mention her other fear. If Henryk and Krystyna thought Shira had typhus, they’d expel them at once.

“We don’t have any medicine.”

“Could you possibly bring me water to bathe her with and some cups?”

“Cups?”

“Small glass cups. And matches. Also, a bit of alcohol, and cotton.”

“Róża—”

“I can’t think what else to do. She struggles to breathe.”

Róża’s aunt once described the process to her: setting a flame inside a glass cup creates an air vacuum, and the cup suctions to the skin. This loosens things, makes breathing easier.

At nightfall, Henryk comes in with a box of supplies. Several rags drape over one side.

“In case she yells.” He says this in a whisper. Shira doesn’t hear, or else she is too dazed to care. She looks to be staring through the wall.

“Will you stay and help me?” Róża asks.