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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

“I need to head south,” Róża says in a low voice. She walks in place as if to make headway even now. Ice in thin patches crackles, and frosted branches snap beneath her feet. Miri does not ask her why and Róża is all the more grateful to her.

“Didn’t Jerzy, from the large encampment, tell us that there was a Jewish partisan group south of here?” Chana asks.

Miri looks worried. “Possibly.”

“Well, we can head in that direction. There’s no leaving the forest, anyway, until we can get news.”

They begin the trudge southward, but Chana refuses to move camps when the temperatures are frigid. “It makes no sense, Róża! We can’t make headway in this wind, and we can’t keep digging out the frozen earth. Let’s stay here at least until the weather grows a bit milder.”

Róża concedes, but the weather does not grow milder. The winter is brutal and unending. Wood for the meager fire becomes more crucial than food.

Róża’s night terrors return more vividly than ever, with images of choking threads, shattered flowerpots, yellowing matchstick bones arranged into wings. Miri reaches for Róża and rubs her back. Chana sets water to boil, throws in some scavenged roots to make a tea. Róża’s story spills out between sobs—how Shira is in the convent orphanage for safekeeping; how Róża is desperate to get near there, ready to claim her at war’s end. How everyone else is lost: Her mother and father. Natan.

Róża thinks back to the earliest days, pregnant with Shira, when she composed a lullaby for (her) cello and (Natan’s) violin.

“Since when do you compose in six-eight time?” Natan asked, looking over the music.

“When it fits the occasion.”

“Six-eight is for berceuse.”

“Yes, Natan, I know.”

“For lulla—” And that’s when he’d rushed to take her up in his arms, hardly able to kiss her for laughing with delight. It was he who suggested the name Shira, derived from the Hebrew, meaning song.

Róża peers out at the ice-encased trees and shivers.

At dusk, while foraging for kindling and any possible edibles—nuts, stalks, the inner bark of pines—Róża and Miri find three pairs of horn-rimmed glasses, one sized for a small child, mangled in a heap. Róża can’t manage to get warm after that, despite the fire they build. Late that night, Chana thrusts a tiny graying capsule into Róża’s hand. Cyanide.

“We both have one and we want you to have one too. In case you are trapped.”