Chapters (60)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Part 1
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Part 2
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Part 3
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Part 4
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Note About Polish Surnames
- Translations
- Acknowledgments
- Author’s Note
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
As she retreats, Róża chides herself: She must be strong; she can’t allow herself to be defeated by her fears or her punishing imagination. She leans against a sheltering tree, forcing herself to breathe in the vanilla scent of its bark—its beauty—as methodically she sharpens her trowel blade on a rock and prepares to head deeper into the woods. She must stay alive for Shira, so that she can reclaim her as she promised she would, hold her close once again. With gathered resolve, she digs around several tree trunks and finds mushrooms enough to boil into a soup.
A week later, Róża spots two women huddled where she planned to dig roots. As she takes a step back, her foot lands on a branch, causing a loud crack. The women turn and stare. Róża begins to run.
“Wait! Please.”
Hearing Yiddish, Róża stops.
As the women approach, Róża’s heart pounds in her chest. She reaches into her pocket and clutches the sharpest object she has: root clippers. But soon she sees that their expressions mirror hers; they are filled with terror and exhaustion and desperate hope.
They look related—sisters, Róża thinks—with dark hair and dark eyes, though one’s face is soft, with rounded cheeks and wide eyes, and the other is sharper, more severe.
“We saw you foraging here yesterday,” the softer-faced one says.
Róża doesn’t answer. Her hand is still clenched around the clippers.
“You’re alone?” This same one reaches into her coat pocket and presents an offering: a handful of just-dug roots. “Here.”
“Miri!” the sharper one chides.
Róża stuffs the roots into her mouth and swallows, to stay alive even if the other will now want to kill her.
But they aren’t going to kill her. They are in hiding, like her. Sisters, as Róża thought, from Warsaw before the war. The woman who gave Róża the roots—Miri—sees Róża’s worn-out boots and pulls out strips of a torn work shirt for wrapping her cold feet. And even more miraculous, she shows Róża a ripped fragment of a newspaper conveying hope: news of the Red Army’s advance in the siege of Leningrad. How much time since the paper’s printing, she doesn’t know.
Róża cannot contain her relief at being with other human beings. Women. Jews. She grills them for more recent war news. They don’t have any, but the sharper sister, Chana, declares her intention to join the resistance and fight, first chance she gets.
“I’m going to make them pay for what they did to our parents, our little brother—” She bats at her red-rimmed eyes.
Miri, looking disturbed, takes Chana’s hand.
“At least we can thank God that you and I are together.”