Chapters (50)
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT PAGE
- DEDICATION
- CONTENTS
- CHAPTER ONE PALMER
- CHAPTER TWO PALMER
- CHAPTER THREE COLE
- CHAPTER FOUR PALMER
- CHAPTER FIVE PALMER
- CHAPTER SIX PALMER
- CHAPTER SEVEN COLE
- CHAPTER EIGHT PALMER
- CHAPTER NINE PALMER
- CHAPTER TEN PALMER
- CHAPTER ELEVEN COLE
- CHAPTER TWELVE PALMER
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN PALMER
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN COLE
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN COLE
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN PALMER
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN COLE
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN PALMER
- CHAPTER NINETEEN PALMER
- CHAPTER TWENTY COLE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE PALMER
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO PALMER
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE PALMER
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR COLE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE PALMER
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX COLE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN PALMER
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT PALMER
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE COLE
- CHAPTER THIRTY PALMER
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE PALMER
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO COLE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE PALMER
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR COLE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE PALMER
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX COLE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN PALMER
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT COLE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE PALMER
- CHAPTER FORTY COLE
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE PALMER
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO COLE
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE PALMER
- EPILOGUE PALMER
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“You know, you’re right. I should’ve told you about your dad. I’m sorry.” I smile at him. “It’s always going to be me and you, kid.”
His grin is brilliant and warms my heart. “You better believe it.”
I collapse into the recliner, too exhausted from the conversation to even pick up the dishes right away. Instead, I close my eyes and listen to the faint sound of Ethan yelling into his mic in his room.
As if on autopilot, I pull my phone from my pocket and send two quick texts.
We’re home and he’s fine. Love you, Val.
I smile as I type out the other.
Sorry that I had to cut that short. All is well now. (Mostly.)
The response comes back instantly.
Cole:
I’m glad to hear it. Been wondering.
Me:
A mom’s duty never ends. He also saw the pizza and plates and put two and two together. 

Cole:
Shit. Is everything okay?
Me:
He just thinks I’m SUPER COOL now.
Cole:
He’s right. 
How’d he take me being over there? I know you were worried about that and I feel guilty for not picking up the evidence now.
Me:
He took it well. He’s upset he wasn’t involved.
Cole:
Well, my mom is making her famous roast and potatoes on Sunday. She would think that I’m SUPER COOL if the two of you joined us. (No pressure at all.)
I take a deep, shaky breath. Eating with his family? I already know his mother vaguely, and she seems nice. But wouldn’t eating with them . . .
Cole:
You’re overthinking things.
Me:
How’d you know?
Cole:
Because you’re breathing.
Me:
Ha.
Cole:
Just think about it. Let me know tomorrow. No rush.
Me:
Okay. Going to go clean up this mess now. Talk to you tomorrow.
Cole:
Thanks for having me over.
Me:
Thanks for coming.
Cole:
*ignores the joke on the tip of my tongue*
Me:
*ignores the joke about the tip of your tongue*
I turn my phone off before we banter back and forth all night. And then I get up, gather the pieces of dinner, and take them upstairs.
CHAPTER TWENTY COLE
CHAPTER TWENTY
COLE
Saturdays aren’t as exciting as they used to be.
I stretch my arms overhead. A pop sounds loud enough in my shoulder that I lie perfectly still and wait for the pain.
A burst of fire streaks across my shoulder and down my arm. It burns across the top of my back and bleeds into my spine. The pain radiates into my ribs. I cringe, holding my breath, and wait for relief.
“Fuck,” I groan, hissing through my teeth. The discomfort worsens before it gets better. “Ugh.”
I focus on my breath. My chest rises and falls, unsteadily at first. But as I concentrate on the rhythm, it evens out.