Chapters (61)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- From the Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Letter Found in the Journal of Candace Swain
- Forty-Eight
- Acknowledgments
- Booklist
- Excerpt
Regan remained standing while surveying the small, tidy, bright office. Like most professors, there were multiple bookshelves packed with tomes—in Rachel’s case, mostly science-related. There was one shelf of fiction, a variety of popular books. Also many knickknacks, trophies, and plaques. On the walls, lots of pictures—of the Sigma Rho sorority, of a younger Rachel in a cheerleading uniform. Regan moved closer and realized that Rachel had cheered for the University of Arizona in college. There was also a photo of Rachel and a large group of women, framed with a plaque underneath that read Sigma Rho, University of Arizona, Class of 2008.
Same year Regan graduated from NAU. Had she gone to U of A she might have known Rachel. Small world.
Rachel was an attractive woman, with a tall, athletic build that suggested an active life.
“Thanks, honey, I’ll see you tonight,” Rachel disconnected and looked up at Regan. “Sorry about that. Finalizing date night with my boyfriend.”
“No problem.” She nodded toward the photo. “You and I graduated college the same year.”
“How neat! Please sit. Can I get you coffee? Water?”
“I’m good, thanks.” She was starving, because she’d only had an energy bar for lunch, but she didn’t think this would take too long. She sat in a comfortable guest chair in front of Rachel’s desk. Her desk was uncluttered with only her laptop computer in the corner. Regan wouldn’t call herself a slob, but she wasn’t that neat. Her style was more like Henry Clarkson’s organized chaos.
But the atmosphere fit Rachel’s sunny disposition.
“First, thank you for meeting with me,” Rachel said. “I’m sure you’re busy, and I appreciate it.”
“I’m glad you reached out. I had planned to talk to the president of Sigma Rho to see if she wanted to talk about the podcast. It’s my understanding that the sorority is unhappy with it.”
Rachel frowned. “They are, especially the girls who knew Candace. I wouldn’t say unhappy. They’re more upset than anything. I’m sure you can understand.”
“Yes,” Regan said, though she didn’t, not completely. Wouldn’t they want closure? “They went through a traumatic experience having one of their own murdered.”
“Exactly. But not just that, though that was the worst, but they were questioned by police, they were put into the awful position of hearing negative things about their sorority sister, who wasn’t here to defend herself. They feel—and I concur—that the podcast is only serving to victim-shame and to tear down the sorority.”
“I think Lucas has been very respectful of Candace Swain and her life.”
“Talking about Candace having two boyfriends, both of whom, I’ve been told, were cleared by the police, it makes her seem unappealing.”