Chapters (61)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- From the Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Letter Found in the Journal of Candace Swain
- Forty-Eight
- Acknowledgments
- Booklist
- Excerpt
“One of the Sigma Rho sorority girls is in the hospital, in a coma, found unconscious last night. She was the disguised voice on the podcast. I’m worried about her safety.”
“I’ll talk to the hospital, get security on the door, at least for twenty-four hours. Is that good?”
“Yes, thank you.” She ended the call.
Ten minutes later, as Regan was looking through the Payson history books, Lucas texted her.
I found it.
The three of them met back in the study room. Lucas had found Candace’s journal in the middle of a hollowed-out book about Fanny Durack, the first female Olympic swimming champion.
Heads together, they read through the journal, and Regan immediately identified the tipping point. It started with Lucas, but it ended with indifference.
From the Journal of Candace Swain
From the Journal of Candace Swain
Kim and Taylor were laughing Friday night.
Kim is doing great. She has an amazing new job as media rep for a pharmaceutical company. Taylor always admired her. And all I could think about was that Adele wanted a future, too. That she wanted to be a nurse and help people. And she was dead. And her family hurt. And they should know the truth.
I thought about how I would feel if it were Chrissy. If she disappeared and I didn’t know what had happened to her. I don’t think I could function. I would demand that someone do something. I would search everywhere for her. I wouldn’t rest until I knew the truth. But if Chrissy were Adele? No one would find her body. And that was it. I would be lost. Broken. And at that moment, I knew what I had to do.
I went to Kim and Taylor and told them we had to tell the truth. We had to at least tell Adele’s family. If they didn’t want to go to the police, maybe an anonymous letter—tell them where she was buried. Kim said no, but then we talked, and she said she would consider it if we went to a lawyer first, to protect us. I didn’t care about that! But I wanted Kim on my side, so I agreed. Taylor wanted none of it, and then Rachel came over and Taylor told her everything we’d discussed. Rachel was livid, told us we would be in serious trouble but she would be the one in jail. And if we wanted her in prison, go ahead.
Then Kim faltered. We had to remain silent. No anonymous letter, no going to the police, no anything. It had been an accident, she didn’t want anyone to get in trouble, or worse.
I’d once admired Kim. I’d once loved Taylor like a sister. And they both turned on me, because of Rachel. For the first time I saw Rachel’s true face.