Chapters (61)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- From the Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Letter Found in the Journal of Candace Swain
- Forty-Eight
- Acknowledgments
- Booklist
- Excerpt
“If you do, let me know. I’m curious.” She thanked the assistant sheriff, and Brian, and walked up the hill to where she’d left her truck. She took a final look down into the clearing at the mine, thinking about the senseless loss of life. Adele. Candace. Joseph. Taylor. Even Rachel, though Regan had to really dig down to dredge up sympathy for her.
A pathetic, selfish, sociopath.
Maybe she didn’t have any sympathy.
Letter Found in the Journal of Candace Swain
Letter Found in the Journal of Candace Swain
Dear Mr. & Mrs. Overton,
My name is Candace Swain, and I want you to know what happened to your daughter Adele. This isn’t going to make you feel better, but maybe knowing the truth will give you some peace. If not peace, then understanding.
Adele was my friend. Taylor James, Adele, and I would hang out together, study at the library, eat at the student union. I really liked her and wanted her to rush the sorority Sigma Rho with us, but she said she wasn’t into sororities. Even so, we became friends, and it helped that we all had the same major.
Finals were over, and we were celebrating. One of the new professors had invited us over to her apartment. Rachel Wagner taught our biology class. She’d only been at NAU for a year. She was twenty-nine and acted more like us than other professors, so we all loved her. She had wine, and we made homemade wine coolers. Me, Taylor, Kim Foster, Alexa Castillo, and Adele. Adele was the only one not in Sigma Rho, but everyone liked her because she was funny and always willing to help when we were stuck on something. She was so smart.
Taylor had a couple joints, but Rachel didn’t want to smoke in her apartment. So we walked through the woods outside her complex. We climbed up a hill for the view and quiet. Everyone took a couple drags, except me. I have asthma and didn’t want to smoke anything.
But something was wrong. I think—everyone thought, after the fact—that a hallucinogen was mixed in with the marijuana. Taylor never told us where she got it.
Adele flipped out. She ran, terrified of something. No one moved to help her. Everyone was acting...off. I tried to follow Adele because we were in the middle of the woods and it was dark. She pushed me down and ran. I couldn’t see much, and I was drunk and not really thinking all that straight, and then I heard her scream.
Then silence.
By the time I could get everyone else with it enough to help me look for her, it was an hour later. We used our cell phones to guide our way.
When we found Adele, she was dead. She’d fallen down a cliff and hit her head on a boulder. It was awful.