Chapters (61)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- From the Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Letter Found in the Journal of Candace Swain
- Forty-Eight
- Acknowledgments
- Booklist
- Excerpt
He didn’t have to say anything else. She had told her brother everything that had happened in Virginia and why she came home. She had expected his complete confidence, but she should have known better. JT and Tripp had been inseparable growing up; she shouldn’t be surprised they still shared everything now.
“Well.” She cleared her throat. She had nothing to say about it.
Tripp said, “Don’t blame JT. I asked.”
“So you’re home trying to piece together the remnants of your life, too?”
She sounded angry; maybe she was. She didn’t want to think about Chase, but he was all she had been thinking about since her dad’s comment last night. The pain was still too raw, too fresh, even though he had been killed eight months ago. She feared it would never go away, that she’d live with this constant pressure on her chest, the never-ending grief of losing the most important person in her life.
“Hell, I can’t even find the pieces to stitch back together,” he said, his tone far lighter than his words. “One day at a time.”
She nodded because she understood exactly what he meant. “You staying in town?”
“I’m thinking about taking the GI Bill and going to college. NAU.”
She laughed; she couldn’t help it. Tripp had barely survived high school, and she couldn’t see him in college.
“I know, I know. I don’t expect to finish. I just have no fucking idea what to do anymore and thought taking a couple practical classes might help put something together.”
“Where are you staying?” Tripp’s parents had separated after he enlisted. His dad had remarried and moved to Texas; his mom remarried and moved to Phoenix.
“My grandma is letting me stay in her guest house.”
“I didn’t know she had a guest house.”
“Most people call it a shed, but it has a bathroom. I don’t want to put her out, and I’m not really good company these days. I’m getting there. Thanks to your brother.” He playfully hit her arm. “It’s really good to see you, Regan.”
“You, too, Tripp. Don’t be a stranger.”
Eight
Regan spent the afternoon at the NAU library reading everything she could find about Candace Swain’s murder investigation. There wasn’t much. In fact, Lucas had covered all of the key public facts on the first two episodes of his show. There was no mention that Candace had not drowned in the lake, no real forensic details outside of the basics. The police had clearly indicated to the media—because they reported heavily about Joseph Abernathy—that he was a person of interest, i.e. a suspect.