Chapters (61)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- From the Missing Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- From the Journal of Candace Swain
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Letter Found in the Journal of Candace Swain
- Forty-Eight
- Acknowledgments
- Booklist
- Excerpt
“What about the letter to the Overtons?” Lucas asked.
“I didn’t open it. I kept it in the journal. The police have to make that decision as part of their investigation. Eventually, the family will get it.”
Lizzy said, “I’m leading a study group with my math dummies after lunch, but I can cancel if you need me.”
“Go,” Lucas said.
“You’re sure?”
“Yeah.”
“I’ll call you and maybe come over after, okay?”
“That’d be great.”
Lizzy gave him a quick kiss, waved to Regan, and left. He looked after her. “Is she in danger?”
“I think she’s fine. It’s you I’m worried about. You started this, and if Rachel sees her carefully constructed lies crumbling around her, she might lash out.”
Regan had majored in psychology, but she hadn’t spent enough time with Rachel to fully assess her. She was smart—as evidenced by her career path. She was articulate and cultured. She looked younger than her age and envisioned herself as the friend and protector of the Sigma Rho sorority. She wanted to be their confidante, their best friend. Regan would bet her savings that Rachel loved when the girls came to her with their problems so she could “guide” them. She wanted to be back in the sorority. She didn’t want to grow older—she was Regan’s age, thirty-five, but spent her entire life with college students. Not married. She dated a cop of the same age, but for how long? Was it serious? Had she started dating him because of his investigation? Had she misled him?
Regan remembered that Rachel’s office was filled with mementos of her own college years. Of her sorority and cheerleading and other activities. Nothing about NAU or what she’d done here for nearly seven years. Interesting...and telling. She missed it. Whatever she’d had in Tucson, she wanted it back.
And then the odd conversation yesterday. Rachel had implied that Taylor might be guilty of hurting Candace. That was the word she’d used. In hindsight, it felt like she had been planting seeds.
Taylor was now dead, unable to defend herself—or accuse Rachel.
So many questions; Regan needed answers. At this point, she believed that Rachel valued her position, craved youth, worked with college students not to guide or educate them but because she wanted to be one of them again.
She called Henry, who informed her that he was at the hospital with her dad, and then he put her father on.
“Lucas and I are heading there now,” she told him. “We found Candace’s journal, and I want to give it to Henry for safekeeping. How’s Nicole?”