Back The Secrets He Kept Save as PDF
Chapters (59)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Two Weeks Earlier
  56. A Letter From Jackie
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by Jackie Walsh

The boy stands almost as tall as Tom. Dark hair falls in a thick shiny fringe down one side of his face. His skin is glowing red with embarrassment. He must be nervous, he looks nervous, fidgeting with his hands as he walks over to the table. Tom smiles at me when they get closer, introducing me to Kenny who holds out his hand like I’m about to interview him. It probably feels like that to him. That I’m the one who’ll decide if he stays or if he goes. Kenny is finding it hard to look at me, his eyes darting all over the place before eventually settling on mine. And then I see it. The similarity. Tom’s smile, his blue eyes, the jutting chin and square forehead. It might have taken a DNA test to convince Tom but I see it the moment my eyes land on the boy. He even stands like Tom: straight back, chest out like a peacock. Getting up from the table I take Kenny’s hand and shake it. His palms are sweaty like mine. This is not a natural introduction. It feels weird, like none of us should be here.

‘This is Sally, my wife,’ Tom says as Kenny and I shake hands.

‘Sal, this is Kenny.’

The whole thing feels so strange my instinct is to laugh out loud, bring the house down. But I don’t, instead I chew on the inside of my lip trying to hold a serious face. Am I really sitting in McDonald’s being introduced to Tom’s secret child?

Saoirse the social worker suggested McDonald’s, said it would be a good spot to meet as Kenny and Tom have been here many times. Saoirse seems to know a lot more about Tom’s relationship with Kenny than I do. I wonder what else he’s told her?

She said it would be less intimidating than some formal restaurant or even our house where Kenny would feel like a stranger. So here we are, two big Macs and a chicken wrap away from forming our judgements.

The thing is, I don’t care what Kenny thinks of me. I’m not the one trying to impress, even though I’m pretty sure Tom cares what I think of Kenny. He shouldn’t, my opinion on the matter is nothing to do with Kenny himself, I don’t want any stranger moving in with us.

‘What would you like to eat?’ Tom asks Kenny as he shuffles into the seat on the opposite side of the table to me.

‘Eh, just a drink, thanks.’

‘Ah, eat something. Will I get you the usual?’