Chapters (59)
- Cover
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Two Weeks Earlier
- A Letter From Jackie
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Jackie Walsh
And now I’ve to meet the boy. The social worker rang Tom with the arrangements. I wanted to say no, I’m not going but my heart wouldn’t let me. The poor boy has been cast in his worst nightmare. He certainly didn’t ask for his mother to be killed and replaced with some stranger, me. I do feel sorry for him, just not enough to adopt him. I’m sure if I was standing on the outside of this drama, listening to someone relaying the story, I’d be all ‘of course the father should take him, it’s the least he can do, sure what harm could the youngster be? He could do with a break he’s been through so much.’ But I’m not standing on the outside with my opinion the only thing involved. I’m stuck right in the centre. This is my life, my family’s future, no one else could possibly understand what it’s like to be put on the spot like this. Driving past the house, I remind myself not to get carried away. With a bit of luck the kid will not want to live with us. After all he doesn’t know us from Eve.
She’s arranged for us to meet tomorrow. I’m nervous; afraid I won’t like him. Remember, Sal, he’s only a kid, if it was Amber in this situation I’d want someone to help her.
Phone, make sure you have your phone, Sally. Checking my bag the idea suddenly hits me. If Tom won’t tell me anything more about what is going on or why he was questioned by the police, I’ll do my own investigating. I’ll drive to her house, the dead woman’s house. There’s bound to be some neighbours hanging around with gossip they’re dying to unload, hoping for some casual passer-by to ask the question. What happened?
According to Journal.ie. Sycamore Gardens is the name of the street where Claire McCarthy lived. I put the address into Google Maps and follow the directions. Why does that street name sound familiar?
The traffic is less busy at this hour on a Saturday morning: car loads of kids in jerseys heading off to play matches but none of the usual mid-week jams. I get to Sycamore in a few minutes. It’s not far from my own house. If I’d walked across the fields at the back of my estate, I’d arrive at the back of the Sycamore Estate.