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Chapters (59)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Two Weeks Earlier
  56. A Letter From Jackie
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by Jackie Walsh

I can’t believe it’s actually happening, especially after putting up such a good fight to stop it. It’s not that I don’t want to help the young boy. I do, but from a distance like most do-gooders.

The court says he’s legally allowed to live on his own at age sixteen but Social Services say he’s not capable or responsible enough at the moment. So here we are. If he calls me Mammy, I’m getting the first flight out of here.

Amber arrives home just before the social worker’s car pulls up outside the house. I was hoping that wouldn’t happen. That Amber would be out of the house and would not have to welcome him into the fold. I don’t know why I feel this way but something is niggling at my mind telling me not to trust the boy. The way he contacted Amber unsettles me and no matter how anyone disguises it, I call it stalking.

Kenny walks up the pathway, head stooped, both arms dragging bags. He does not look happy to be doing this. Now I feel sorry for him. This is not what he planned either. Moving lock, stock and barrel into a small semi with three other kids, a dad he barely knows and a stepmother he doesn’t know at all must be frightening. Oh God, did I just say that. Am I a stepmother now? Yikes.

Tom has spent the last half hour looking patiently out the window and now he’s rushing to the door. Both of us stand inside waiting to greet him. What the hell will I say to him? Do I tell him he’s welcome in our home or is that a bit formal for a teenager? I’ll leave it to Tom.

‘Welcome to our home, Kenny,’ Tom says. I’m turning my eyes up to heaven before I realize and quickly put my smiley face back on to nod at him. The poor chap looks uncomfortable. He also looks very tall. I hadn’t noticed it in McDonald’s when he was sitting down in a big glass dome, but in the confines of this narrow hallway, the kid looks like a giant.

The social worker goes back out to the car with Tom to carry in the remainder of Kenny’s things and I’m left standing in the hallway with him. Pushing open the door of the playroom, I invite him in to see his room.

‘I know this must be putting you out something awful, Sally, but I’ll be as quiet as possible.’