The Secrets He Kept
Chapters (59)
- Cover
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Two Weeks Earlier
- A Letter From Jackie
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Jackie Walsh
Cover
Prologue
Smiles, tears, love, lies, deception. It all ends now. Blood flows from the wound, forming a warm blanket for me to lie in. The room blurs, my eyes flicker to a close.
I knew it would free itself someday. The truth, the one I had imprisoned. It would break loose, and reveal its story. My story… Her story… His story.
The room is soaked in anger. It’s stuck to the walls, the floor, the ceiling, almost visible in its intensity. Thick, dark anger, brought on from years of lying, of playing along with her charade. I should have stopped it. I know that now. But it’s too late. The truth is out there, stirring fear. Nurturing hate in its victims. All three of them.
It came to me, years of thinking the worst before finding out what had really happened. What we had done, how we had lied to her. The pain seeped from her every word. Determined to bring it all out into the open. To fix the unfixable.
Then he came, anger flying out of his mouth. Why had I told her? He didn’t want her to know. I tried to explain it wasn’t me but he wouldn’t listen.
I thought it was all over, that they had left me to cry my tears. When the doorbell rang again.
Chapter One
‘Aaron… Cian,’ Tom calls out from the kitchen, alerting the boys that breakfast is ready. When I enter the room he hands me a cup of coffee, kissing me on the head, filling me with that sense of safety I get every time he’s near.
‘Morning, love, you look great.’ His dark blue eyes stare into mine so I kiss his lips and linger a moment. ‘Are we all set for tomorrow?’ he says, when I pull away.
‘Just about.’
Placing two bowls on the kitchen table, Tom goes to the fridge, takes out a carton of milk and a bottle of water for me.
‘I’m sure it will be a great day tomorrow, Sal. I’m looking forward to it.’
I’m looking forward to it too, looking forward to it all being over. For the crowds to be gone and peace restored, but I don’t want to say this and spoil Tom’s excitement. He loves doing things for the boys, bringing them to swimming classes, taking them to their favourite ice-cream shop and lugging them to football matches in the club, where the boys are still too young to understand what’s going on. But they love standing at the side of the pitch, laughing at their dad shouting at the referee.