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Contents ( 78)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. Part One
  4. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Extract from a transcript of a recorded safeguarding interview
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  41. Extract from Harriet Kealty’s email journal
  42. Chapter 31
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Part Two
  45. Chapter 33
  46. Chapter 34
  47. Chapter 35
  48. Chapter 36
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Chapter 48
  61. Chapter 49
  62. Chapter 50
  63. Chapter 51
  64. Chapter 52
  65. Chapter 53
  66. Chapter 54
  67. Chapter 55
  68. Chapter 56
  69. Chapter 57
  70. Chapter 58
  71. Chapter 59
  72. Chapter 60
  73. Chapter 61
  74. The Beach
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. Praise for The Other Side of Night

‘A man died,’ Ben replied. ‘I set that in motion, and no matter what I tried, I couldn’t fix it. Even if I didn’t push him, what I started caused his death. I needed to pay a price for his life. For my own peace of mind.’

He was an honourable man. A good man.

‘I still don’t understand how can you forgive me,’ she said anxiously.

‘Harri,’ he paused and looked at her with all the love and longing she’d seen in his eyes the first time they met, ‘you’ve been there for me ever since I was a child. You came to help me. To find out what happened to my parents. They live in here.’ He touched his chest. ‘That’s where my mum and dad are. They’re always with me, watching over everything I do. That’s what you told me. You tried to make me feel better, because you’re good and decent and full of love. Everything you did, you did with the best of intentions. Any wrong you did me was because I didn’t tell you the whole truth. I couldn’t. You’re decent, smart and beautiful, and you have a kind heart. Fate put us together, Harri, and I don’t know what I would have done if it hadn’t. You remember that day you came to Longhaven? “Where do I put all the love I have for them?” That’s what I asked you. I know now. I’ve known for a long time. You fill the space in my heart. You make me whole.’

Harri couldn’t stop the tears from coming, but she was beaming so brightly she felt as though her entire face was a smile.

‘I love you,’ he went on. ‘I’ve loved you since the moment we met in the cafe. You were everything I’d hoped for. Everything I’d ever dreamed of. My life is fractured, distorted, broken, the pieces of my existence scattered across centuries, but one moment has kept me sane. This moment. The prospect of standing here with you in my arms. I love you, Harri. I always will.’

She cried with a sense of contentment that had eluded her for years.

‘I love you too,’ she said, but the words didn’t seem big enough to contain her feelings for him, so she leaned forward and kissed him, and he held her in his arms and for the first time in forever, everything felt right.

She wished the moment would never end, but time wound on and eventually she took a breath and wiped her eyes.

‘So what happens now?’ Harri asked.

Ben put his arms around her waist.

‘I don’t know. My younger self never sees what happens once he leaves the cave and goes back in time. This is the first time I haven’t known what’s going to happen since I was twenty-one. I’m blind to the future. I suppose we figure it out together.’

He gestured at the cliff and the wide open sea and big sky. ‘This is ours.’ He turned to the Elsewhere House. ‘And if you like it, this is our home. Where we can really get to know each other.’