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Contents ( 78)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. Part One
  4. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Extract from a transcript of a recorded safeguarding interview
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  41. Extract from Harriet Kealty’s email journal
  42. Chapter 31
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Part Two
  45. Chapter 33
  46. Chapter 34
  47. Chapter 35
  48. Chapter 36
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Chapter 48
  61. Chapter 49
  62. Chapter 50
  63. Chapter 51
  64. Chapter 52
  65. Chapter 53
  66. Chapter 54
  67. Chapter 55
  68. Chapter 56
  69. Chapter 57
  70. Chapter 58
  71. Chapter 59
  72. Chapter 60
  73. Chapter 61
  74. The Beach
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. Praise for The Other Side of Night

‘Hen night?’ the bald one asked.

‘Something like that,’ Harri replied.

‘Barmouth, love,’ he said. ‘You’re in Barmouth.’

Harri’s heart soared. She knew exactly where Ben would be.

‘When?’ she asked. ‘What year is this?’

‘Blimey,’ the grey-haired man remarked. ‘Must have been quite a party. It’s 1989, doll.’

‘Thank you,’ Harri said, and she ran south along the high street, leaving the two bemused men in her wake.

She sprinted by shops, pubs, and restaurants, dodging tourists with lollies and cones. A boy with a Walkman almost collided with her, but she danced around him and ran on, passing a newsagent with a poster of Charles and Diana in the window. She rushed along memory lane, and the past that was now her present flew by in a blur. She raced by Margery Allen’s block and down the steps to the wooden railway bridge that crossed the estuary.

She whirled through the turnstile, and darted across the bridge without pause. She slowed when she climbed the grassy slope that led to the clifftops on the other side. The sea wind whipped her face and the sun beat down, but nothing could temper the thrill that electrified her. She was breathless and tired, but still she pressed on, and when she rounded the curve of the cliffs, she saw the Elsewhere House, where she knew he’d be watching and waiting for her.

Elsewhere. Just like he’d said in the poem. Elsewhere.

She accelerated, and as she neared the building, the front door opened, and Ben Elmys stepped out to greet her.

The sight of him stopped her in her tracks. She couldn’t believe he was real, that this was actually happening. He came to meet her, his relief visible.

‘I’m sorry,’ he said. ‘I’m sorry I didn’t tell you the truth. I couldn’t tell anyone. It’s been so difficult.’

Harri took his hands. ‘You don’t need to apologize. Do you remember what I told you that day we walked up Maer Hills? You’re not alone any more. Neither of us are.’

Harri pulled him towards her and they kissed. When their lips touched she felt complete, and all the love she’d ever had for him came flooding back. They were bound by an experience so unique and profound, she was hardly able to fathom it. All she knew was that it had provoked a storm of swirling emotions that fell calm when she looked into his crystal blue eyes.

‘I’m the one who should apologize. I’m sorry,’ she whispered. ‘I’m so sorry.’

‘You have nothing to be sorry for.’

‘I lied,’ Harri confessed. ‘I lied and I sent you to prison.’

For years, she’d tried to convince herself she’d seen Ben kick Sabih off the top of the ravine, but deep down she’d known it wasn’t true. She’d lied to herself and committed perjury in court and sent an innocent man to prison because she wanted someone to suffer for her friend’s death, and she couldn’t blame herself. ‘You’ve been through so much, sacrificed so much, and you did it for love. You did it for your mother and father. You didn’t deserve any of this.’