Chapters (52)
- Cover
- Dedication
- OCTOBER 2014 London, UK
- PART ONE
- FEBRUARY 1976 London, UK
- JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- FEBRUARY 1976 London, UK
- JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- MARCH 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
- JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- MARCH 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
- JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- MARCH 1976 Lausanne/Bern, Switzerland
- JUNE 2016 Lausanne, Switzerland
- MARCH 1976 London, UK
- JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- MARCH 1976 London, UK
- PART TWO
- APRIL 1976 London, UK
- JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- APRIL 1976 Oxfordshire/London, UK
- JULY 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- MAY 1976 London, UK
- JULY 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- MAY 1976 London, UK
- JULY 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- JUNE 1976 London, UK
- JULY 2016 Lausanne/Montreux, Switzerland
- JUNE 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
- JULY 2016 Thun/Reichenbach, Switzerland
- JULY 1976 London, UK
- AUGUST 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- PART THREE
- AUGUST 1976 London, UK
- AUGUST 2016 Lausanne, Switzerland
- SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
- AUGUST 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
- AUGUST 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
- SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
- AUGUST 2016 Montreux/Lutry, Switzerland
- SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
- AUGUST 2016 Lutry, Switzerland
- SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
- AUGUST 2016 Lutry, Switzerland
- OCTOBER 1976 London, UK
- AUGUST 2016 Vevey, Switzerland
- SEPTEMBER 2016 London, UK
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- More from the Author
- About the Author
Sylvia smiled, hearing Maggie in Evelyne’s words. If those two brilliant women thought she could do it, maybe she just could. ‘I suppose we’ll just have to see what happens,’ she said. ‘To the both of us.’
Evelyne picked up her cup of coffee. ‘To women. Santé.’
‘Santé.’
It was just after they’d toasted the future that Sylvia looked down to see a circle of blood growing steadily outwards across her skirt.
AUGUST 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
JESS
I’m sitting next to Julia in the car and I don’t know why I’m here.
‘Let me drive you. We haven’t had much time to chat recently and I’m going that way anyway,’ she said this morning. Daniel Buchs still hasn’t replied, and I can’t bear to spend all day refreshing my email. I’m hoping the art exhibition will be a distraction, and I was quite looking forward to taking the train to the gallery in Martigny on my own, spending the half-hour journey contemplating my crazy mixed-up life while watching the mountains go by. It’s Sunday, Julia’s only day at home, and I want to scream at her to actually spend this time with her family, not with me. But she insisted, so here I am, snapping my seatbelt on and watching her pull into the traffic. I wonder, with a growing sense of unease, why she insisted quite so much.
She doesn’t say anything for the first few minutes and the silence goads me. I want to ask her about how she grew up, about her home life, the absent father and single mother that Michel talked about, the parents who could possibly be mine. I open my mouth, and then close it again.
We’re on the high motorway above the lake when she finally says it.
‘I know what you did, Jess.’
My stomach plunges. I look at her. Her eyes are fixed on the road ahead and she’s smiling in a serene way that freaks me out.
‘I know you signed for the package from Coca-Cola. I called the delivery company. They emailed me a scan of your signature. So I know you received it, but what I don’t understand is why you didn’t give it to me.’
I look away, out at the lake. Sweat beads on the back of my neck. ‘I don’t know,’ I admit.
Julia sighs, and I understand she knows it isn’t really about the package.