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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. OCTOBER 2014 London, UK
  4. PART ONE
  5. FEBRUARY 1976 London, UK
  6. JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  7. FEBRUARY 1976 London, UK
  8. JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  9. MARCH 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
  10. JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  11. MARCH 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
  12. JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  13. MARCH 1976 Lausanne/Bern, Switzerland
  14. JUNE 2016 Lausanne, Switzerland
  15. MARCH 1976 London, UK
  16. JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  17. MARCH 1976 London, UK
  18. PART TWO
  19. APRIL 1976 London, UK
  20. JUNE 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  21. APRIL 1976 Oxfordshire/London, UK
  22. JULY 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  23. MAY 1976 London, UK
  24. JULY 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  25. MAY 1976 London, UK
  26. JULY 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  27. JUNE 1976 London, UK
  28. JULY 2016 Lausanne/Montreux, Switzerland
  29. JUNE 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
  30. JULY 2016 Thun/Reichenbach, Switzerland
  31. JULY 1976 London, UK
  32. AUGUST 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  33. PART THREE
  34. AUGUST 1976 London, UK
  35. AUGUST 2016 Lausanne, Switzerland
  36. SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
  37. AUGUST 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  38. SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
  39. AUGUST 2016 Montreux, Switzerland
  40. SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
  41. AUGUST 2016 Montreux/Lutry, Switzerland
  42. SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
  43. AUGUST 2016 Lutry, Switzerland
  44. SEPTEMBER 1976 Lausanne, Switzerland
  45. AUGUST 2016 Lutry, Switzerland
  46. OCTOBER 1976 London, UK
  47. AUGUST 2016 Vevey, Switzerland
  48. SEPTEMBER 2016 London, UK
  49. Author’s Note
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. More from the Author
  52. About the Author

‘Not your fault. But you may as well know, I’m going to have a baby. Roger seems to think that’s incompatible with doing an interview in Denmark.’

‘Fucking hell,’ he said, and then caught himself. ‘I mean, congratulations to you and your er… Jim.’

His slight smile and raised eyebrows induced a flush of embarrassment, before anger flooded through her. Why should she feel embarrassed to have a child? Why had other people’s embarrassment pushed her into a shotgun wedding? Why on earth should she stop doing a job she loved months before the baby had even arrived?

‘Thanks, my husband’s delighted,’ she said. She wanted to just end this, to let him go back to his desk so they could both pretend to work in peace. ‘Enjoy Copenhagen. I hear it’s beautiful at this time of year.’

It was all around the office within the hour.

She left the building on the dot of 6pm, turning down Max’s invitation for a quick snifter with the boys at the Old Bell, and was home before Jim this time. She sat on the hard floorboards, avoiding that damn armchair out of principle. The wait felt interminable, the flat so silent she could hear the tick of her watch, counting down the seconds until he arrived.

‘Please tell me you didn’t do it?’ she said when he walked in the door.

‘Hello to you too, darling.’

‘Because you had absolutely no right.’

He took off his coat and hung it on the back of the door and turned back to her. Calm, steady. She felt her heart pulsing hard in her chest.

‘I don’t know what you’re talking about,’ he said.

‘Did you tell Roger I was pregnant?’

‘What?’ he said. ‘Well, no. Hadn’t you?’

‘No, Jim, no I hadn’t. But someone did, today, and as a result I am no longer going to Denmark to interview Anne Warburton because Roger says they haven’t got the bloody insurance, although I’m sure that’s a pathetic made up excuse simply to punish me for getting pregnant. So if it was you, Jim, if it was you who took this away from me then please be honest and admit to what you’ve done.’

He rubbed his hand over his eyes and looked at her, hurt carving creases into his features. He came over and crouched down in front of her, took her hand in his and looked her right in the eyes. ‘No, I didn’t. I promise you.’

She stared right back and saw he was telling the truth and something eased inside her. ‘Okay,’ she said. Then who the hell else did?