Chapters (67)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Acknowledgements
- Book Club Discussion Questions
Bonnie felt for him. He’d make a great dad. When they were teenagers, he’d coached a young kids’ soccer team and volunteered to help out with the local Little Athletics club. He had a natural way with kids. ‘Didn’t you talk about whether or not you were going to have kids before you got married?’ Bonnie had assumed that would be a topic everyone cleared up before they said ‘I do’.
Oliver shrugged, a little amused. ‘We were twenty. We had no idea what we were doing.’
Bonnie remembered hearing of his engagement. The news had crushed her to the core. A few days after she’d heard the gossip, Oliver sent her a text, saying, Just thought I should let you know I’m engaged. Didn’t want you to hear it from somebody else.
Too late, she’d typed back. News spreads fast. Congrats. It had killed her. They’d been broken up for over a year, but still, her heart had plummeted so hard she’d thought she would never fall in love again. They hadn’t broken up on bad terms. It was mutual, both of them coming to the conclusion that it wasn’t working. But Bonnie had wrongly assumed it was a relationship pause while they were living long distance. He was supposed to wait for her. They were supposed to go out with a few people and have fun, but after university was over Bonnie had thought they’d probably get back together. They certainly weren’t supposed to marry anyone.
She’d stalked his Facebook page, tormenting herself by studying photos of him and Amy, but she’d become so obsessive that eventually she had to unfriend him.
Every now and again she heard what he was up to. One time she saw him walking through the car park, but he hadn’t seen her. She hadn’t spoken to him again until their ten-year high school reunion. She’d met Amy, who had seemed lovely, and she’d had Isaiah by her side. Their high school romance had seemed long ago and insignificant.
‘Game of pool?’ Ollie interrupted her thoughts.
Bonnie glanced at her watch. ‘Shouldn’t we be calling it a night?’
But Oliver shook his head without even looking at the time. ‘I’m not ready to go home.’
There was something about the way he looked at her that made her think she should go home.
But she didn’t. ‘A game of pool,’ she agreed. ‘Let me win this time?’
Oliver smiled. ‘Not a chance.’
She should have said no. She should have gone home. But instead she stayed, she drank more and let the physical attraction bubble between them. She knew it was wrong, but the spark made every inch of her body ache for more.