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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

‘Of course not.’ Bonnie had shaken her head like it was a stupid suggestion, but her heart twinged at hearing Sophie call him Ollie. Years before, Bonnie had called him Ollie. Admittedly lots of people had, but still, it stung hearing Sophie say it with a sense of ownership. ‘Oliver and I dated a long time ago.’ A very long time ago, but somehow she felt more uncomfortable and jealous of Oliver being with Sophie than she had of him being married to Amy for all those years. Judging Sophie on who she was at high school wasn’t fair, but Oliver had known that Sophie too, and now he was with her?

‘Oh, goody, that’s such a relief.’

Bonnie smiled tightly and reminded herself to breathe through their conversation. ‘Oliver, how is he?’ Bonnie hadn’t seen him in years, but his face filled her mind as though she saw him every day.

‘Oh, he’s great. He’s such a sweetheart.’

Sophie’s smile made Bonnie want to throw up.

‘Here he is now.’

Bonnie turned and saw Oliver walking up the aisle, his stride faltering for the slightest second at seeing her. But then he smiled, and she’d momentarily been taken back to being seventeen, spending long summer afternoons at the beach with him. Lazing on a towel, their bodies intertwined, eyes gazing, lips touching, a constant desire for more …

She tried to swallow before speaking, but still her voice had squeaked, ‘Hi.’

Oliver went in for a big hug. ‘Good to see you, Bon.’

Bonnie felt a little awkward in front of Sophie but allowed herself to be swept up in his arms for a second.

He’d aged, and even though Bonnie had wanted to take her time to take in his features, she forced herself to look away.

‘Did you hear we’re getting married?’ Sophie had taken a step closer to Oliver, linking her arm through his.

‘Yes,’ Bonnie had said steadily, probably one thousand times calmer than she’d been when she first heard the news. She had felt Oliver’s eyes on her and wondered whether he was noticing the lines around her eyes or her grey hairs starting to show. ‘Congratulations.’

‘Check out my rock,’ Sophie said, thrusting out her left hand for Bonnie to see her engagement ring.

Bonnie noticed Oliver grimace, and this offered her some comfort in such an awkward moment.

‘It’s beautiful.’ Bonnie’s voice was soft as her eyes almost glazed over at the large square-cut diamond.

Sophie had watched her, analysing her reaction. Bonnie felt sick.

‘We better get going,’ Oliver had said.

‘So good seeing you.’ Sophie smiled.

Bonnie had returned a look that was as close as she could manage to a smile while not looking at either of them directly.

They’d said goodbye, Sophie grabbing Oliver’s hand as they walked away. Oliver glanced over his shoulder and mouthed, ‘Sorry.’