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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

Bonnie is well aware that her sister will try to make things as awkward as she possibly can for Oliver. In Carla’s mind, an engaged man shouldn’t visit his ex-girlfriend, and if Bonnie is completely honest with herself she knows Oliver shouldn’t be here because it offers her some kind of hope that they still somehow have a future together.

‘Yeah, thanks.’ He stares at the floor.

Carla’s fake smile only just manages to hold on through gritted teeth. It’s lucky she doesn’t know Oliver and Sophie now have a baby on the way. Carla turns to Bonnie, making a big show of looking at her watch. ‘Shouldn’t you be locking up?’

Oliver quickly responds to Carla’s not-so-subtle hint. ‘I’ll leave you to it.’

It’s not even worth throwing Carla a look; nothing will make her ease off.

Bonnie hates how formal it feels between them and drops her gaze, crossing to the door. He follows, but doesn’t reach for it like she expected him to. Instead he just takes a moment to study her face. ‘Will I see you before you go away?’

Bonnie wants to say yes, of course she wants to see him again, but that would be stupid. She should be concentrating on forgetting about her feelings for Oliver, not looking forward to seeing him again.

‘Look what I got for you to take away.’ Carla, clearly having overheard his question, calls their attention back. She’s holding up a very small piece of lingerie. Something Bonnie would never in a million years consider buying.

‘Carla!’ Bonnie’s voice is shrill. It’s blatantly clear her younger sister is trying to rile Oliver, who makes a pained noise in his throat.

‘What? You’d look amazing in this. Wouldn’t she, Oliver?’ She’s daring him to answer.

He looks between the two sisters, clearly aware any answer he provides will be the wrong one.

Bonnie turns her back to Carla. ‘Good luck with everything,’ she tells Oliver quietly. ‘You’ll make an amazing dad.’ Husband too, but she doesn’t allow herself the chance to fully think about that.

‘Thanks,’ he says, but then shakes his head, seemingly frustrated that not only do they have an audience for their farewell, things between them have gone from steamy hot to tepid formalities.

Bonnie wishes she could tell him how she longs to be in his arms, how she needs his lips on her own, that she wants more than anything to wrap her legs around his body. But instead she says, ‘Bye, Ollie.’

He can barely smile as he murmurs goodbye and then walks out of her studio, and out of her life.