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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

‘Sophie called me,’ Oliver says before Bonnie’s had the chance to answer his question. ‘She said you’re going out of town for a couple of months?’ He fails to mention that the reason Sophie called is that Bonnie won’t be able to photograph their wedding.

‘An opportunity came up and I’ve decided to take it,’ Bonnie says, rather formally, like he’s a client rather than … well, she doesn’t actually know what he is to her. An ex-boyfriend, an almost lover?

Oliver cocks his head to the side, full of doubt. ‘Really?’

There’s part of Bonnie that wants to break down and tell him how devastated she is. But tears will flow if she describes the future she’d imagined with him by her side and that wouldn’t be fair on him. He’s going to be a father and should be feeling excited and happy, not guilty for going back on what he’d promised her. So, she takes a deep breath and keeps up an icy wall. ‘I explained this to Sophie. I’ve given her the names of other photographers who can shoot your wedding.’

‘I’m not here because of the wedding.’

She knows that.

‘I really am sorry,’ Oliver says. ‘I thought she was taking the pill. I didn’t realise she’d decided to “give her body a break”.’ He quotes Sophie.

‘Please.’ Bonnie grimaces, needing him to stop. ‘I don’t need to know about your contraception.’

His face flushes with distress. ‘My feelings for you haven’t changed,’ he begins.

But Bonnie quickly shuts it down. ‘Don’t.’ Her voice is firm. ‘Your fiancée is pregnant. There’s nothing left to say.’ The fact that she’d been floating, flying, dreaming of her future with him doesn’t matter now.

Oliver clears his throat, a little awkward that she’s resolutely keeping a distance between them. ‘Are you going to tell me where you’re going?’ he finally asks.

She considers, the words are on the tip of her tongue, but she can’t bring herself to tell him the truth. ‘I’ve lined up some work,’ she lies.

He accepts this but his face falls. ‘You don’t need to go away.’

Does he really think they can co-exist in the same town, him having a baby with someone else and Bonnie having … her business?

‘Stay?’ he suggests lightly.

‘No,’ she cuts over him quickly, terrified of where the conversation could go.

The door pushes open and Carla bustles in, her arms loaded with shopping bags. ‘You should see what I got you.’ She’s grinning wide, but stops short at seeing Oliver. ‘Oliver, hi.’ Her words are sour.

Oliver takes a step back from Bonnie. ‘Hi, Carla.’

‘Congrats on the engagement. I hear your wedding is coming up?’