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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

The words seem to hit Ty like a slap across the face. Bonnie sees him start sinking into himself. He steps away, his shoulders slouching and his eyes looking at the ground.

‘Bonnie?’ Darcy touches her on the arm. ‘How about we just get some fresh air for a few minutes and talk it through?’

Is this woman crazy? ‘You did see how he was when he talked about her?’

Darcy falters at this and Bonnie wonders whether she had been paying attention during Ty’s heartfelt ramblings.

In Bonnie’s mind, there is no other option. ‘I’m sorry, but I can’t be part of the show knowing that. I quit.’

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‘Shit!’ Darcy curses herself as she stands beside Ben, watching the footage back. Their suitor has been filmed admitting he’s in love with someone else!

Shit! Fuck! Crap!

‘What a train wreck.’ The worst part is there were plenty of times where she could have called cut. She could have prevented the whole thing. In the end it had been Ben who saved her butt, pinching her arm and gesturing for her to call it. ‘What the hell was I doing?’ But she knows exactly what she’d been doing. She’d been thinking about Drew and Ed and the whole mess she’d got herself into.

She’s been on the road with the hometown dates for almost a week. She’s spoken to Drew each night, briefly as usual. Neither of them have brought up setting the date, instead filling their conversation with dull occurrences from their day.

But she hasn’t heard from Ed at all. Normally he sends her a text every couple of days to check in. Darcy has composed about a hundred messages to him but hasn’t managed to send one. Nothing feels quite right so she keeps leaving it, aware that the extended silence is only making things worse.

So instead of paying attention to the actual words coming out of Ty’s mouth, she’d been playing out a conversation in her head of what she’d like to say to Ed. She’d been doing exactly that while the ‘Ty still loves his ex’ footage was recorded. She’d momentarily forgotten she had a job to do. And now one of the contestants has quit!

‘Alice will fire me over this.’

‘They can edit around it?’ Ben suggests.

That’s true, they could cut the whole conversation after Ty comments on the photo of Bonnie’s niece and nephews, but then where would they go from there? They have a bit of footage from Bonnie and Ty’s walk along the beach but not enough to hold a segment together. And they still have to explain why Bonnie is leaving the show.