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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

Bonnie’s eyes dart hastily towards Darcy and she feels her face crease with irritation. How can Darcy even be suggesting that? She’d remained silent for that whole time and now she wants to instruct them to simply move on with the date?

‘Can someone fill up Bonnie’s champagne glass?’ Darcy calls to her crew.

If only champagne was the answer to this problem!

But Bonnie lets her glass be filled and actually has to resist the urge to take the whole bottle. The throbbing realisation that has started to settle in her mind needs something to numb it.

Bonnie’s eyes settle back on Ty. His expression is one she’s never seen before. He visibly swallows a lump in his throat.

And it is suddenly all so clear.

‘You still love her. You still love Penny.’

Ty’s whole face crumbles as he admits, ‘I do.’

Bonnie sees the relief wash over him that he’s finally being honest about how he feels. He might feel relief, but Bonnie feels stupid as she tries to fully grasp the situation. She’s spent the past couple of months trying to fall in love with a man whose heart wasn’t ever on offer. She feels her face warm as she remembers all the ridiculous things she’s done on national TV: the swimsuits, the costumes, the silly dates.

Is it possible to die from embarrassment?

‘Ty, Bonnie?’ Darcy’s voice interrupts her thoughts. ‘Just don’t say anything else for a minute. I’m sure we can figure this out.’

Bonnie’s voice is low. ‘I can’t do this anymore.’ What on earth was there to figure out? Ty is in love with someone else!

Darcy goes to say something, but Bonnie puts her hand up to silence her. ‘There’s nothing you can say. I can’t pretend I don’t know that.’

‘But it’s over with your ex, isn’t it, Ty?’ Darcy says, the words rushing out of her mouth.

Ty nods, sadness woven through every inch of his skin. ‘Yeah, it’s over.’ He looks back at Bonnie. ‘I told her I was coming on here and she wished me luck.’

‘See,’ Darcy says, bright-eyed, to Bonnie, ‘there’s nothing to worry about.’

Bonnie almost laughs at how pathetic the suggestion is. ‘I know Ty’s dating four of us at the moment, but him being in love with someone who isn’t on the show is a concern to me.’

But Darcy doesn’t give up. ‘I think Ty just got caught up in the past. We’ve all had relationships like that, haven’t we?’

But Bonnie ignores Darcy’s feeble attempts. Instead, her attention is focused on Ty, emotion spreading over every inch of her skin. ‘You shouldn’t even be on the show, Ty.’