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Contents (57)
  1. Prologue
  2. One
  3. Two
  4. Three
  5. Four
  6. Five
  7. Six
  8. Seven
  9. Eight
  10. Nine
  11. Ten
  12. Eleven
  13. Twelve
  14. Thirteen
  15. Fourteen
  16. Fifteen
  17. Sixteen
  18. Seventeen
  19. Eighteen
  20. Nineteen
  21. Twenty
  22. Twenty-One
  23. Twenty-Two
  24. Twenty-Three
  25. Twenty-Four
  26. Twenty-Five
  27. Twenty-Six
  28. Twenty-Seven
  29. Twenty-Eight
  30. Twenty-Nine
  31. Thirty
  32. Thirty-One
  33. Thirty-Two
  34. Thirty-Three
  35. Thirty-Four
  36. Thirty-Five
  37. Thirty-Six
  38. Thirty-Seven
  39. Thirty-Eight
  40. Thirty-Nine
  41. Forty
  42. Forty-One
  43. Forty-Two
  44. Forty-Three
  45. Forty-Four
  46. Forty-Five
  47. Forty-Six
  48. Forty-Seven
  49. Forty-Eight
  50. Forty-Nine
  51. Fifty
  52. Fifty-One
  53. Fifty-Two
  54. Fifty-Three
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. About the Author
  57. Also by Sharon Gosling

1812, thought Rachel, recalling the date penned on the papers over her head as she read. 1812. The device in the James MacDonald Tower was almost a quarter of a century older than the oldest working camera obscura in existence.

She read that the device in Dumfries was only operated in good weather in order to preserve the lens and mirror mechanism. At first Rachel was afraid to open the aperture at the top of the tower at all, worried that she might be responsible for damaging it, or that someone from below would spot something different about the lighthouse’s roof. Gradually, though, she found herself drawn into the architect’s plans, fascinated by the device itself and the new perspective it gave on the place in which she had coasted to a stop five years before.

Watching the village from above gave her a unique point of view. In some ways it was more intimate, yet in others more removed. The distance of the eye through which Rachel viewed her home’s surroundings was fixed. She could rotate the mirror the lens reflected against, which meant a 360-degree field of vision. She could raise and drop the table to get a clearer focus, but she was still seeing everything from the top of a tower at the peak of a hill on the periphery of a village. She couldn’t get closer to pick out more detail. She could watch as a person walked down the village’s main street, going first into the Co-op, and then perhaps popping into the pub – but she couldn’t zoom in to see if it was someone she knew. She could see the shapes of gardens and whether they had been laid to lawn, but not what flowers edged them. Through all these discoveries floated the shadows of clouds, seen whole from Rachel’s vantage point, caught as she was in mid-air, neither on the ground nor fully sky borne.

I was here, and not here. That described perfectly how it felt to see the view the camera obscura provided.

Rachel tried to imagine what the view she looked at now would have been in 1812, or more accurately in 1815, when the tower had been completed. Newton Dunbar would have already been there – Cullen had once showed her a reproduction of the first map ever made of Scotland, back in the 1600s, in which the village, though minuscule, was clearly marked. In 1812, Rachel imagined there would have been horse-drawn carts on dirt roads that passed between fewer houses. The bakery might have been there, and the pub. Perhaps the Co-op too, though in a different guise. The gatehouse would have had a gatekeeper, the path up the hill would have had gates to keep. Edie and Ezra’s cottages would have been inhabited by workers on the estate. The great house would still have been standing, its grounds carefully kept.

From her lofty perch, Rachel searched out the ruins of the once stately home. She had tried to find them before, in fact, though on foot. Rachel had enjoyed exploring the woods. Once or twice she thought she had located what might be a fallen wall, but the site was so overgrown that it had been impossible to tell for sure. The ruins had proved elusive then, but they were clearer to see from the air. From her vantage point, Rachel could make out the intermittent shape of the walls, a vast, broken outline left where the stone had tumbled in upon itself in the midst of the conflagration that had destroyed the place. It had burned early in 1816, according to Cullen, who, for all his love of history, had always seemed reluctant to talk about his family’s past, particularly where it had to do with its demise, which she supposed was understandable.