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Contents (57)
  1. Prologue
  2. One
  3. Two
  4. Three
  5. Four
  6. Five
  7. Six
  8. Seven
  9. Eight
  10. Nine
  11. Ten
  12. Eleven
  13. Twelve
  14. Thirteen
  15. Fourteen
  16. Fifteen
  17. Sixteen
  18. Seventeen
  19. Eighteen
  20. Nineteen
  21. Twenty
  22. Twenty-One
  23. Twenty-Two
  24. Twenty-Three
  25. Twenty-Four
  26. Twenty-Five
  27. Twenty-Six
  28. Twenty-Seven
  29. Twenty-Eight
  30. Twenty-Nine
  31. Thirty
  32. Thirty-One
  33. Thirty-Two
  34. Thirty-Three
  35. Thirty-Four
  36. Thirty-Five
  37. Thirty-Six
  38. Thirty-Seven
  39. Thirty-Eight
  40. Thirty-Nine
  41. Forty
  42. Forty-One
  43. Forty-Two
  44. Forty-Three
  45. Forty-Four
  46. Forty-Five
  47. Forty-Six
  48. Forty-Seven
  49. Forty-Eight
  50. Forty-Nine
  51. Fifty
  52. Fifty-One
  53. Fifty-Two
  54. Fifty-Three
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. About the Author
  57. Also by Sharon Gosling

What? ‘I’m fine. Thanks.’

Rachel’s face took on a thoughtful expression, as if she was considering saying something else.

‘Gilly,’ she said quietly, crouching beside her so that they were almost the same level. ‘Do you need help? If there’s someone I can call—’

Bingo. There it was. The reason you didn’t get too comfortable. The questions you didn’t want anyone to ask.

‘I’m fine,’ Gilly repeated. ‘I don’t need any help. I got caught in the rain, that’s all. But I won’t come back if you’d rather I didn’t.’ She stood.

‘Hey,’ Rachel said, standing too. ‘That’s not what I meant. But if you need help—’

‘I don’t, though,’ Gilly insisted. ‘I’m an adult. I can look after myself. I’m fine.’

Rachel nodded. ‘Just know that if you change your mind—’

‘I won’t.’ Gilly brushed her hands off on her jeans, which were now dry. ‘I’m going to go now.’

‘You don’t have to.’

‘I’ve got to meet a friend for lunch.’ It was an obvious lie. ‘Thanks for the toast.’

‘Well,’ said Rachel. ‘The offer of the coat’s still there.’

Gilly, though, had been around, and knew a nice thing was rarely just a nice thing. Even so, she couldn’t quite figure out what Ezra’s game was. If he’d walked up to her himself with that big smile, loomed over her and said, ‘Hey, girl, you look like you need a coat. Here, have this one,’ she’d have known exactly what the gesture meant. It would have been an ‘I did you a favour, now how about you do one for me?’ situation. She’d learned that the last time she’d run away and been numpty enough to head for a city. Gilly had thought that would mean she’d be able to disappear. But she’d got desperate enough to beg on the street and realized pretty quickly that it was the ‘nice’ guys in smart shirts and jackets that you had to watch out for the most, the ones with the warm smiles and wide gold wedding rings. It was amazing what men like that tried when they thought they could get away with it. When they thought no one would care.

Ezra hadn’t done that, though. He’d phoned to get Rachel to tell her about the coat, and hadn’t even passed on his address. At first Gilly wondered whether he was hanging around outside. She’d go out to get the coat and there he’d be, waiting for her. But then Gilly considered the fact that maybe it was a religious thing instead. She’d take the coat and find a bible wedged in one pocket, or a pastel-coloured flyer with a pearly white Jesus on the cover begging her to come to him, or something equally whack. The guy’s name was Ezra, after all. Maybe he took that a little too seriously. Weirdo.

He was not waiting for her. Still, there was no way Gilly was taking his coat. She looked in the pockets though, because really, who wouldn’t? She found a small torch, which she didn’t take. She thought that was all and was about to write him off once and for all, but then, hidden away in a pocket-within-a-pocket, she found the fold of four ten-pound notes – £40! A fortune. Enough to keep her going for a few weeks, if she was careful. Maybe she could even buy herself a book. That way she could go back into the bookshop and Rachel wouldn’t think she was only there to freeload.