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Contents ( 57)
  1. Prologue
  2. One
  3. Two
  4. Three
  5. Four
  6. Five
  7. Six
  8. Seven
  9. Eight
  10. Nine
  11. Ten
  12. Eleven
  13. Twelve
  14. Thirteen
  15. Fourteen
  16. Fifteen
  17. Sixteen
  18. Seventeen
  19. Eighteen
  20. Nineteen
  21. Twenty
  22. Twenty-One
  23. Twenty-Two
  24. Twenty-Three
  25. Twenty-Four
  26. Twenty-Five
  27. Twenty-Six
  28. Twenty-Seven
  29. Twenty-Eight
  30. Twenty-Nine
  31. Thirty
  32. Thirty-One
  33. Thirty-Two
  34. Thirty-Three
  35. Thirty-Four
  36. Thirty-Five
  37. Thirty-Six
  38. Thirty-Seven
  39. Thirty-Eight
  40. Thirty-Nine
  41. Forty
  42. Forty-One
  43. Forty-Two
  44. Forty-Three
  45. Forty-Four
  46. Forty-Five
  47. Forty-Six
  48. Forty-Seven
  49. Forty-Eight
  50. Forty-Nine
  51. Fifty
  52. Fifty-One
  53. Fifty-Two
  54. Fifty-Three
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. About the Author
  57. Also by Sharon Gosling

‘I suppose it’s too much to ask if you like what you see.’

Ezra’s voice was as startling as the renewed touch of his fingers, taking Edie’s as he sat down facing her. Ezra held her injured hand, wielding a pair of tweezers.

‘What does it matter to you whether or not I like your kitchen?’

He smiled wryly; his gaze fixed on the splinter. ‘It doesn’t. But I know you always have an opinion on everything and rarely hesitate to share it. This might sting.’ Ezra grasped the splinter with the tweezers and pulled it out. It had gone deeper than Edie had realized and her hand bled as the shard of wood parted with her skin. She hissed in a small breath at the sharp pain, a stabbing in reverse. Her hand throbbed, but then again, when didn’t it nowadays?

‘I didn’t know you wrote poetry,’ she said. ‘That’s all.’

Ezra looked up at her and Edie was suddenly aware of how close they were sitting. Her knees were between his; her hand, if not for being upturned in his, would have been resting on his thigh. She was expecting him to say something along the lines of fridge poetry not being true poetry, in which case she could contradict him, which would return the natural antagonism of their relationship to something she would recognize and could therefore handle, instead of this strange whatever had been going on between them for the past few minutes, or perhaps even the past few weeks.

‘There’s a lot you don’t know about me,’ Ezra said instead, and Edie, unprepared, found herself saying what she thought, instead of what she ought to say, which turned out to be:

‘That’s actually quite sad, isn’t it?’

Ezra smiled slowly. ‘I’ve always thought so.’

They sat there, not moving, her hand still in his.

‘It’s not poetry, though,’ he added after a moment. ‘It’s for Gilly. I did some reading and apparently it’d be good if she could memorize a few quotes from her required history texts for her final essay. If they’re up there on the fridge, she catches sight of them every time she makes herself yet another cup of tea.’

‘She does like her tea.’

‘She does.’

Edie glanced at the fridge, at the magnetic letters fastened there. ‘It’s good of you,’ she said. ‘To do that for her.’

‘It’s nothing,’ he said quietly. ‘You’re the one who took her in and gave her a new start.’

‘Well,’ Edie said. ‘Everyone deserves a second chance.’

‘Do they?’ Ezra asked, and still her hand was in his.

‘Ezra?’ came an unexpected call of a voice from the hallway. ‘Are you here?’

The interruption made Edie jump. She tried to pull herself away from Ezra, but he kept hold of her hand. The visitor was Rachel, and now here she was, standing in the kitchen doorway.

‘Oh!’ Rachel said, looking between them both, ‘I’m sorry, I didn’t—’

‘Edie’s got a nasty splinter,’ Ezra said calmly, as he put down the tweezers and picked up an antiseptic wipe instead. He tore the packet open with his teeth and pulled out the wipe with one hand, still refusing to let go of Edie’s hand. ‘Sit still, for pity’s sake,’ he said, although Edie had the strange feeling that the return of his customary bite was for Rachel’s sake – or perhaps even for hers.